In Both WorldsHolcombe, William H. (William Henry)
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In Both Worlds
Holcombe, William H. (William Henry)
Lazarus, of Bethany, Saint -- Fiction
This also may have been a dream, but it was a potent medicine; for after
that, my recovery was amazingly rapid. I then entered into a second and
very different phase of my spiritual life. The devil, after casting me
repeatedly into the water and the fire, and rending me sorely, had
departed. But I knew full well that he only departs for a season—that his
return is as sure as the rising of the tides. I knew that the only way to
keep him out, was to refurnish my house on the heavenly model.
Now my knowledge of spiritual things came to be of immense advantage. Not
an abstract, theoretical knowledge of them, but a knowledge derived from
sight and hearing. I had seen, felt and studied the angelic sphere of
life. I knew what it was. I had discovered three great elements in that
sphere, and determined to put them all into action in my own life, so as
to bring my spirit into interior communion with angels and the Lord.
The first element was profound humility and reverence. God only enters the
soul which is thoroughly emptied of self. A proud Christian is a devil in
disguise. The angels are so thoroughly divested of the selfhood, that they
live and labor only for others’ good; and that is living and laboring for
God.
Prayer is the means by which humility and reverence are cultivated. It
does not change the Unchangeable; it only brings the soul into that state
in which it is receptive of the divine love and wisdom. I determined,
therefore, to pray—for I had long neglected prayer—and to pray regularly,
systematically, earnestly, and especially in the form or after the manner
that the Lord himself had appointed.
The second element of angelic life was cheerfulness. The cheerfulness of
angels flows from the peace and joy in which they live. They cannot be
present in a sphere of gloom and darkness. The silent, tearful, mourning,
austere, ascetic Christian, cuts himself off from angelic consolations,
and renders his regeneration doubly painful and difficult. Tears and
fastings and scourgings and solitude and fantastic self-denials do not
lead to heaven. They block up the way thither with needless difficulties.
I determined, therefore, to be cheerful; to accept my lot with graceful
resignation; to have a genial word and pleasant smile for every one; to
avoid reveries and broodings which kept the past continually in painful
contrast with the present; to make a final surrender of all my grand
ambitions and glorious expectations; and to take a heartfelt pleasure in
the trifles of life, such as may be found even within the walls of a
prison.
The third element of the angelic life was useful activity. An idle angel
is an impossibility. They are all busy as bees; and like those little
preachers to mankind, each labors intently, not for his own special
benefit, but for the good of all the rest. Their cheerfulness and
usefulness run in equal and parallel streams, and they are both
proportioned to their reverence and humility.
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