In Convent Walls: The Story of the DespensersHolt, Emily Sarah
History
In Convent Walls: The Story of the Despensers
Holt, Emily Sarah
Great Britain -- History -- Edward II, 1307-1327 -- Fiction; Historical fiction
"You must have voted for yourself, then: you can't know otherwise," said
Sister Philippa, scornfully.
Sister Roberga fairly screamed, "I didn't, you vile wretch!" and went
exceedingly red in the face.
"Sister Roberga," said I--
"Don't you interfere!" shrieked Sister Roberga, turning fiercely on me.
"You want a chance to show your power, of course. You poor,
white-faced, sanctimonious creature, only just promoted, and that
because every body voted for you, thinking you would be easily managed--
just like a bit of putty in any body's fingers! And making such a fuss,
as if you were so humble and holy, professing not to wish for it!
Faugh! how I hate a hypocrite!"
I stood silent, feeling as if my breath were taken away.
"Yes, isn't she?" cried Sister Philippa. "Wanting Sister Ismania to be
preferred, instead of her, after all her plotting with Mother Gaillarde
and Sister Margaret! I can't bear folks who look one way and walk
another, as she does. _I_ shouldn't wonder if the election were
vitiated,--not a bit!--and then where will you be, _Mother_ Annora?"
"Where you will be, Sister Philippa, until compline," said a voice
behind me, "is prostrate on the chapel floor: and after compline, you
will kiss the floor at Mother Annora's feet, and ask her to forgive you.
Sister Roberta, go to the laundry--there is nobody there--and do not
come forth till I fetch you. You also, after compline, will ask the
Mother's forgiveness."
Oh, how thankful I felt to Mother Gaillarde for coming in just then!
She said no more at that time; but at night she came to my cell.
"Sister Annora," said she, "you must not let those saucy girls ride
rough-shod over you. You should let them see you mean it."
"But," said I, "I am afraid I don't mean it."
Mother Gaillarde laughed. "Then make haste and do," said she. "You'll
have a bear-garden in the work-room if you don't pull your curb a little
tighter. You may always rely on Sister Ismania, Sister Isabel, and
Sister Margaret to uphold your authority. It is those silly young
things that have to be kept in order. I wish you joy of your new post:
it is not all flowers and music, I can tell you."
"Oh dear, I feel so unfit for it!" I sighed.
Mother Gaillarde smiled. "Sister, I am a bad hand at paying
compliments," she said. "But one thing I will say--you are the fittest
of us all for the office, if you will only stand firm. Give your orders
promptly, and stick to them. _Pax tibi_!"
I have put Mother Gaillarde's advice into action--or rather, I have
tried to put it--and have brought a storm on my head. Oh dear, why
cannot folks do right without all this trouble?
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