In Convent Walls: The Story of the DespensersHolt, Emily Sarah
History
In Convent Walls: The Story of the Despensers
Holt, Emily Sarah
Great Britain -- History -- Edward II, 1307-1327 -- Fiction; Historical fiction
"Solomon saith, my daughter, that `a wise man is strong;' and the
prophet Osee laments that God's people are `destroyed for lack of
knowledge.' Our Lord chideth the lawyers of the Jews because they took
away the key of knowledge: and Paul counted all things but loss for the
knowledge of Jesu Christ. Here is wisdom. Why was Adam forbidden to
eat of the tree of knowledge, seeing it was knowledge of good no less
than evil? Partly, doubtless, to test his obedience: yet partly also, I
think, because, though the knowledge might be good in itself, it was not
good for him. God never satisfies mere curiosity. He will tell thee
how to come to Heaven; but what thou wilt find there, that He will not
tell thee, save that He is there, and sin, suffering, and Sathanas, are
not there. He will aid thee to overcome thy sins: but how sin first
entered into the fair creation which He made so good, thou mayest ask,
but He gives no answer. Many things there are, which perhaps we may
know with safety and profit in Heaven, that would not be good for us to
know here on earth. Knowledge of God thou mayest have,--yea, to the
full, so far as thine earthen vessel can hold it, even here. Yet
beware, being but an earthen vessel, that thy knowledge puff thee not
up. Then shall it work thee ill instead of good. Moreover, have nought
to do with knowledge of evil; for that is ill, altogether."
"Then, how is it, Father," said I, "that some folks see their way so
much plainer than others, and never become tangled in labyrinths? They
seem to see in a moment one thing to be done, and that only: not as
though they walked along a road which parted in twain, and knew not
which turn to take."
"There may be many reasons. Some have more wit than others, and thus
perceive the best way. Some are less readily turned aside by minor
considerations. Some let their will conflict with God's will: and some
desire to perceive His only, and to follow it."
"Those last are perfect men," said I.
"Ay," he made answer: "or rather, they are sinners whom Christ first
loved, and taught to love Him back. My daughter, love is the great clue
to lead thee out of labyrinths. Whom lovest thou--Jesu Christ, or
Sister Alianora?"
"Now, Father, you land me in my last puzzle. I have always been taught,
ever since I came hither, a little child, that love of God and the holy
saints is the only love allowed to a religious woman. All other love is
worldly, carnal, and wicked. Tell me, is this true?"
"No." The word came quick and curt.
"Truly," said I, "it would give me great relief to be assured of that.
The love of our kindred, then, is permitted?"
"`Whoso loveth not his brother whom he hath seen, how can he love God
whom he hath not seen? And this mandate we have from God: that he who
loveth God, love his brother also.'"
"Father," said I, fairly enchanted to hear such words, "are those words
of some holy doctor, such as Saint Austin?"
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