In Convent Walls: The Story of the DespensersHolt, Emily Sarah
History
In Convent Walls: The Story of the Despensers
Holt, Emily Sarah
Great Britain -- History -- Edward II, 1307-1327 -- Fiction; Historical fiction
"True, my daughter," saith our mother softly. "I must needs petition
the King, both for the riches from His treasury, and for the arms from
His armoury." And then she bent down to kiss Jack. "O my boy, lay not
up treasure for thyself, and thus fail to be rich in God."
I began then to see what she meant; but I rather wondered why she said
it. Such talk as that, it seemed to me, was only fit for Sunday. And
then I remembered that she was going away for a long, long time, and
that therefore Sunday talk might be appropriate.
I do not recollect any thing she said to the others, only to Jack and
me. Jack and I were always fellows. We children had paired ourselves
off, not altogether according to age, but rather according to tastes.
Edmund and Meg should have gone together, and then Hodge and Joan, and
so forth: whereas it was always Nym and Joan, and Meg and Hodge. Then
Geoffrey and Isabel made the right pair, and Kate, Jack, and I, went in
a trio. Maud was by herself; she paired with nobody, and nobody wanted
her, she was so cross. Blanche was every body's pet while she was the
baby, and Beatrice came last of all.
Our mother went round, and kissed and blessed us all. I lay inside with
Kate and Maud, and when she said, "Now, my little Agnes,"--I crept out
and travelled over the tawny silk coverlet, to those gentle velvet arms,
and she took me on her lap, and lapped me up in a fur mantle that Meg
bare on her arm.
"And what shall I say to my little Agnes?"
"Mother, say you love me!"
It came out before I knew it, and when I had said it, I was so
frightened that I hid my face in the fur. It did not encourage me to
hear Dame Hilda's exclamation--
"Lack-a-day! what next, trow?"
But the other voice was very tender and gentle.
"Didst thou lack that told thee, mine own little Annis? Ay me! Maybe
men are happier lower down. Who should love thee, my floweret, if not
thine own mother? Kiss me, and say thou wilt be good maid till I see
thee again."
I managed to whisper, "I will try, Dame."
"How long will it be?" cries Jack.
"I cannot tell thee, Jack," she saith. "Some months, I fear. Not
years--I do trust, not years. But God knoweth--and to Him I commit
you." And as she bent her head low over the mantle wherein I was
lapped, I heard her say--"_Agnus Dei, qui tollis peccata mundi, miserere
nobis, Jesu_!"
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