“I mustn't go any farther, old fellow,” he said. “I shall get used to
things by-and-by, I dare say, but it was a little bit of a facer at
first, and I haven't quite got over it yet. Look here, Fyffe, we've
always been friends, don't let what's happened make any difference
between us.”
I don't think I ever felt so well disposed to him as I did at that
minute. I was victor, for one thing, and it was easy to make allowance
for the man who had lost; and, apart from that, his withdrawal had
been so generous and candid that I should have been a brute not to have
accepted it instantly. I shook hands with him with a warmer cordiality
than I had ever experienced towards him, and with a higher opinion of
his manhood. It was the last time I ever took him by the hand, poor
Brunow! and though it is a hundred chances to one in my mind now that he
was at that very moment plotting to betray me, I can't somehow find it
in my heart to feel so bitter against him as I should have felt against
a stronger man. He never seemed to me to be altogether responsible, like
other people, and the payment of his treachery was so swift and dreadful
that the memory of it breeds a sort of half-forgiveness in my mind.
There were scores of hard business details to be thought of and talked
about, and we three conspirators sat together until the night was late.
When at last Ruffiano left us, the count detained me.
“The world is full of changes,” he said, “and no man knows what may
happen. We may never meet again, Fyffe, and I have a solemn charge to
leave you. If I am caught again they will make short work of me. I do
not mean to be caught if I can help it, but I know the risk I run.
If anything should happen to me, I counsel you, for Violet's sake, to
retire from The Cause. She cannot spare us both, and Italy has no claim
on you.”
I suppose the surprise I felt at receiving such advice from such a
quarter showed itself in my face, for he went on with a smile:
“I see you wonder at me, but I have had time to think since Violet spoke
out her mind this afternoon. A man may have a cause and may set it above
everything in the world, but a woman sees an individual--her father--her
lover--her brother--her husband--a baby--any solitary human trifle--and
to her the one individual is more valuable than any ideal. You will do
as I wish, Fyffe?”
“No!” I answered. “I am pledged, and I will carry out my promise. I
should despise myself and Violet would despise me if I went back from
it.”
“Well, well,” he answered, and I could not tell from his manner whether
he was pleased or displeased at my reply, “we are all in God's hands.
Good-night, and good-bye. We shall not meet again for a little while, in
any case.”
CHAPTER XIV
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