get out of the way of the boat which carried it, and was considerably
tossed and tumbled about in the long furrowing wake it made. I sang
out at my loudest, but I can only suppose that I was not heard, for the
craft, whatever it might have been, swept swiftly down the stream,
and in a few seconds was lost to me. I began to feel horribly cold and
hopeless. I have been in danger a good many times in my life, but almost
always when I could warm the sense of peril by action; but here I felt
for a moment as if my time had come, and as if nothing I could do could
avert it. The fancy fairly sickened me; and what with the chill of
immersion, the sickening taste of the nauseous water, and my own sense
of feebleness as a swimmer, I was on the edge of giving up; but all of
a sudden, as I have felt more than once in my time, a perfectly calm
and bright sensation succeeded to the panic, and I rolled over on to my
back, determined to make the best of things and to husband my strength
as far as possible. I had read scores of times, as everybody has, that
a man floating in the water has only to throw his head back, to keep his
hands down, and to rest quite still to be safe. I tried this promising
experiment, and whether from the weight of my wet clothes or the
irregularity of my breathing, I found that it would not answer, and that
I was compelled to keep in motion. I could feel that the current was
carrying me, and as I paddled along, most carefully husbanding my
strength, I saw that I was bearing gradually nearer to a light on shore,
whose position in reference to the various other lights determined
me that it was a fixed and not a moving object. I swam towards it,
carefully regulating my respiration and determined to avoid all flurry,
but I saw that in spite of my utmost efforts I was being hurried past
it. Then I drifted into a space where there was something of a little
broken, choppy sea, and got another fill of that beastly water, which
tasted of tar and sewage and all abominations, and sickened me again to
the very heart. Then, before I had fairly recovered from this, and while
I was only automatically keeping myself afloat, I saw the wet, rotting
piles of a wooden pier quite close to me, and swimming like a madman,
touched the surface, and tried to get a grip of it. I failed, and was
swept along, gripping and slipping in a most desperate endeavor, until
at last the finger-nails of my right hand stuck somewhere in a crack of
the water-soaked and slimy wood, and I held on, feeling that I was safe.
I had not the faintest sensation of pain at the time, but I clung to the
slimy pillar of that pier so urgently with both hands that my nails
were half torn away, and for a fortnight later it was only with great
difficulty that I could handle a pen, or button or unbutton a collar,
or use a knife and fork. I tried to bottom the stream, but found I was
quite out of my depth, and so worked cautiously along with the current
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