In furthest Ind : $b The narrative of Mr Edward Carlyon of the honourable East India Company's serviceGrier, Sydney C.
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In furthest Ind : $b The narrative of Mr Edward Carlyon of the honourable East India Company's service
Grier, Sydney C.
British -- India -- Fiction; East India Company -- Fiction; India -- Fiction
And in truth, before many minutes was over, Madam Heliodora did
return, and having offered a genteel apology for her absence, took her
usual place, but blushed when she discovered me regarding her, and for
the rest of the evening her eyes seemed to meet mine with a certain
entreaty. And this caused me to be prodigiously tumbled up and down in
my mind, so that on returning to my lodging I sat long in the gallery
looking over the sea, thinking what this should mean that had passed,
in the stead of going to bed. Now it may seem to you strange, but so
it was, that never until this night had I entertained the expectation
of seeking from this lady, whom I had so suddenly and so entirely
loved, any return of my affection. But now, pondering over her words
and actions, I could not resist the notion that they had spoke of
love, and though for this I called myself a fool and a coxcomb, and
demanded to know what there was in me to draw a lady’s fancy, and
especially of such a lady, so beautiful and witty, and used to the
manners of the politest of courts, yet I could not rid myself of the
thought. And arriving at this conclusion, my heart leaped, and the
blood coursed through my veins with so much joy, that I could scarce
refrain from throwing my hat into the air, and calling out _Glory be
to God!_ after the manner of certain of the Puritan fanatics at home.
But by great good fortune there come just then into my mind that look
I had seen in my lady’s eyes, as if to entreat me not to betray her
secret, and I resolved that I would die ere I would cause any sorrow
to my sweet mistress. But nevertheless it was happy for me that the
next day fell on a Sunday, so that I found no opportunity to try my
lady’s feelings towards me by the singing of more songs.
It being Sunday, there was offices[95] in the churches of the town,
and in that nearest the palace Mass was sung by the French priest that
had accompanied his lordship hither. This was an ancient and kindly
person, and forbore to press me to attend Mass when I had told him of
my different faith, so that I could not but felicitate myself upon the
difference that lay between the French and the Portugals in such
matters. But, as all the world now knows, all the French priests are
not so gentle as good Father Simon. Now as I wandered on the ramparts,
desiring much some Bible or Book of Common Prayer, wherewith I might
have edified my mind, there come towards me Madam Heliodora, with her
little page carrying a book fastened with a silver chain, as if meant
to hang from a lady’s girdle. I looked to see whether she yet
remembered what had passed the night before, but her face was calm
again, and she met my eye with her usual noble modesty.
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