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In furthest Ind : $b The narrative of Mr Edward Carlyon of the honourable East India Company's service
Grier, Sydney C.
British -- India -- Fiction; East India Company -- Fiction; India -- Fiction
“And in what kind of cause is that?” says she. “Can you dare to hope,
sir, can you even wish, that Mrs Brandon should give her heart into
the keeping of a person that han’t so much as a heart, though never
such a poor one, to give her in return, since his own was lost in
foreign parts long ago? Nay, madam,” for her mother was showing
herself desirous to arrest her in her discourse, “prythee let me
speak. ’Tis but just that Mr Carlyon should hear the truth. There an’t
none at the Hall will tell it him, and ’tis well he should know how
Mrs Dorothy’s friends regard him. Pray, sir, do you think that Mrs
Brandon is your property, like your horse or your blackamoor, that
having once cast her aside, you may gain her again at your
conveniency?”
“Indeed, madam,” quoth I, “I am but too much sensible of my faithless
and evil conduct in the past, and yet at times I entertain such
confidence in Mrs Brandon’s gentle and forgiving spirit as I am almost
ready to believe she will admit me to her favour again upon assurance
of my sincere repentance.”
Now this indeed was that very thing whereof I was perpetually doubting
nowadays, and nothing was further from my intention than to make such
a boast, but yet I could not resist giving utterance thereto, being
somewhat heated by Mrs Packworth’s condemnation of me. But she was a
better fighter than I.
“Welladay!” she cries, “that I should live to hear a gentleman affirm
coolly that he desires and expects a lady to receive him into her
favour when not only he don’t offer her any love, but glories in
having none to offer!”
“In truth, madam,” says I, mighty uncomfortable, “you know more of my
heart than I, for it is so prodigiously tumbled up and down that no
pains will enable me to read it aright.”
“Is that so, sir?” saith she. “Then pray listen to me, for I have that
to tell you which shall quickly resolve your doubts as to the nature
of your resentiments for Mrs Brandon. Two or three minutes back you
seemed (though little as if you feared any such thing) to remember
that ’twas possible Mrs Brandon might entertain other views for the
disposal of her hand. Now thus much I can tell you, that there is a
certain gentleman in whose cause her heart is very deeply engaged, so
much so, that I am well assured she should never entertain with
pleasure a proposition of marriage from any other. And I don’t say
this out of malice only, for ’tis absolute truth, as my mother will
assure you.”
“And this gentleman’s name?” said I, with an air of as great calmness
as I could assume, though it seemed to me as if a sudden thick
darkness were spread all around me.
“That I must not tell you,” says she. “Nay, mother, I’ll not have you
speak, if you please. What! shall we betray Mrs Dorothy’s confidence
that she hath reposed in us?”
“I can’t tell,” said I, though slowly and with difficulty, “who this
person may be. Hath he visited upon my cousin since my return?”
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