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In furthest Ind : $b The narrative of Mr Edward Carlyon of the honourable East India Company's service
Grier, Sydney C.
British -- India -- Fiction; East India Company -- Fiction; India -- Fiction
And with that we were silent again, I watching Dorothy curiously when
the firelight revealed her face to me, and wondering whether I might
now trust myself to ask her concerning her servant. But on a sudden my
eyes lit upon a certain great old book in a brown binding that lay
beside her on the settle, half hid by her gown, and stretching out my
hand I took it up.
“Why, here is the ‘Arcadia’!” says I, undoing the silver clasps. “Have
you been diverting yourself with the pretty fancies of the gentle
knight, cousin?”
“I chanced upon the old book up-stairs this morning,” says she, “and
brought it hither for to recall old days withal.”
“Suffer me also to recall ’em,” says I, and opening the book, sought
out that pathetical piece of the parting of Argalus and Parthenia,
over the which we had so often mingled our tears when we was children,
and thereafter the moving scene wherein Parthenia is slain by
Amphialus, the which did draw tears from Dorothy even now. And as for
me, I found it hard to read, for the remembrance of the early days was
so strong upon me that I conceived a double meaning in all the words,
seeing Dorothy in Parthenia when she cries to Argalus, saying, _Woe is
me; what shall become of me, if you thus abandon me?_ And in this I
wan’t alone, for I perceived that my cousin was much moved by those
other words of Parthenia--viz., _O Life, O Death, answer for me, that
my thoughts have not so much as in a dreame tasted any comfort since
they were depriv’d of Argalus_. “Sure,” says I to myself, “I am a
worse murderer than ever was Amphialus, and should experience a
greater remorse, since I have slain that sweet love and confidence
that my cousin once reposed in me.” But this was when I had ended my
reading, and Dorothy was wiping away her tears.
“’Tis all one as though we was children again,” she said, as though
excusing herself. “We have sat here so often just as now, and you have
read Argalus and Parthenia by the firelight.”
“I have wished more than once, cousin,” says I, “that we might be
Polyxandra and Cleombrocles again, with all our troubles but a
phantasy.”
“And so have I,” she said, and was silent, and neither she nor I spake
one word for some time. Then Dorothy rose up suddenly.
“’Tis a foolish wish, cousin,” says she. “We an’t babes now, but man
and woman grown, and as our lives are, so we have made ’em, and so
they must be lived.”
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