In furthest Ind : $b The narrative of Mr Edward Carlyon of the honourable East India Company's serviceGrier, Sydney C.
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In furthest Ind : $b The narrative of Mr Edward Carlyon of the honourable East India Company's service
Grier, Sydney C.
British -- India -- Fiction; East India Company -- Fiction; India -- Fiction
’Twas still some little time before Mrs Skipwith might be brought to
conceive the truth properly, but when she did so, she fell a-kissing
us both with great delight, and did entertain us mightily at supper by
the reciting both of all her hopes and fears with respect to us, and
also with divers pretty tales of the courtship of my honoured father
and mother, and of my Lord and Lady Brandon. And seeing what delight
this manner of talk gave to the good old gentlewoman, we did indulge
her in’t, but when afterwards she waxed drowsy, and nodded in her
chair, I gave my hand to Dorothy, and we did creep into the hall, and
sat there upon the settle by the fire, hand in hand, as if we were
children again. And here in the firelight, I did make to Dorothy a
full confession of all those things whereof you know already, not
sparing, as I hope, myself, for indeed I had no design to do this, but
declaring the honour and esteem I still cherished towards Madam
Heliodora, to whom, as I told Dorothy, I must remain humbly devoted
all my days. For though I did, and shall throughout my life, thank God
for her refusing of my suit, and her for showing me so clearly and
plainly my duty, yet her image remained enthroned in my mind like the
figure of some queen or saint, the pattern and model of all good
women. But this Dorothy would have it that she did not desire to see
changed (though she said merrily that I must not seek to mould her
upon the figure of this paragon of mine), declaring that she loved
Madam Heliodora from my character of her, and that she would be well
pleased to see her ladyship at some time, and hold discourse with her.
And both of us being thus content, we were silent awhile, and then
fell to talking of my life at St Thomas, when I found courage to put
to Dorothy a question that I had lacked boldness to ask her before.
And indeed, though she made shift to answer it then, and though I have
always been wont to study and admire the histories of the marvellous
patience and kindness of good women towards most unworthy men, yet I
can never cease wondering when I ask myself that question yet.
“Tell me, sweet Doll,” says I, “how is’t that your love for me hath
thus wondrously outlived these many years of sorrow and unkindness
since we parted?”
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