We sat on our stools for a long time in silence. I was trying to prepare
myself for the future, and I suppose that Marcel was occupied with a
similar task. It must have been past 10 o'clock when the door of the
prison was opened and our colonel came in. Sincere sorrow was written
plainly on the good man's face.
"I have heard about you," he said, "and I went to him at once, and
pleaded with him. I urged your previous good service and your youth, but
I could not shake him a particle. There have been too many desertions
lately, and the army is at a low ebb. You are officers, and your fate
will be an example for all."
"Our case is past mending," said Marcel. "We thank you for your good
wishes and your efforts, but I don't think that anything can be done."
"That is so," said the colonel. "The next life is what you must now
consider."
Our colonel was a good man and a good soldier, but he was never noted
for tact. Somehow he could not get off the subject of our execution, and
when he left with tears in his eyes, and an expressed hope that he might
deliver our last messages for us, he took with him our few remaining
grains of courage, and we felt that death was very, very near.
Bye and bye, two more officers whom we knew well came to bid us
good-bye. They had obtained permission from the general, they said, and
they too had interceded for us, but fruitlessly; they could offer us no
hope whatever. They were frank in condemning the severity of General
Washington, and this knowledge that our friends regarded our punishment
as far out of proportion to our crime, made it all the more bitter to
us.
"General Washington may be a great man and a fine commander," said
Marcel, after they had gone; "but he will never get forgiveness for
this."
I pressed my dry lips together and said nothing. In an hour three more
officers came, and one by one bidding us farewell went out again. Their
gloomy manner depressed us still further.
"Curse it!" exclaimed Marcel. "I wish they wouldn't come here with their
solemn faces, and their parting sermons! They make me afraid of death!"
He expressed my state of mind exactly, but there were more farewells. It
was about midnight when the last of them came, a major who had been a
minister once, and was never known to laugh. He talked to us so
dolefully about the future, and the duty of all men to be prepared for
the worst, that my nerves were jumping, and I could scarce restrain
myself from insulting him. We were glad to see him go, and if ever I was
thoroughly unprepared for death it was when the major left us.
The long night dragged wearily on, every minute an hour. Once I laughed
aloud in my bitterness, when I thought of Mary Desmond hearing the news
of my death.
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