Spain -- History -- Carlist War, 1833-1840 -- Fiction
And Julia, at the window above, heard the remark with a sinking heart.
The air seemed to be weighted with the suggestion of calamity. Concha
had the manner of one bringing bad news. She forgot that this was his
usual mien.
‘Ah, my child,’ he said, coming into the room a minute later and sitting
down rather wearily.
‘What?’ she asked, her two hands at her breast.
He glanced at her beneath his brows. The wind was in the north-east, dry
and tingling. The sun had worn a coppery hue all day. Such matters
affect women and those who are in mental distress. After such a day as
had at last worn to evening, the mind is at a great tension, the nerves
are strained. It is at such times that men fly into sudden anger and
whip out the knife. At such times women are reckless, and the stories of
human lives take sudden turns.
Concha knew that he had this woman at a disadvantage.
‘What?’ he echoed. ‘I wish I knew. I wish at times I was no priest.’
‘Why?’
‘Because I could help you better. Sometimes it is the man and not the
priest who is the truest friend.’
‘Why do you speak like this?’ she cried. ‘Is there danger? What has
happened?’
‘You know best, my child, if there is danger; you know what is likely to
happen.’
Julia stood looking at him with hard eyes—the eyes of one in mortal fear.
‘You have always been my friend,’ she said slowly, ‘my best friend.’
‘Yes. A woman’s lover is never her best friend.’
‘Has anything happened to Esteban?’
The priest did not answer at once, but paused, reflecting, and dusting
his sleeve, where there was always some snuff requiring attention at such
moments.
‘I know so little,’ he said. ‘I am no politician. What can I say? What
can I advise you when I am in the dark? And the time is slipping
by—slipping by.’
‘I cannot tell you,’ she answered, turning away and looking out of the
window.
‘You cannot tell the priest—tell the man.’
Then, suddenly, she reached the end of her endurance. Standing with her
back towards him, she told her story, and Concha listened with a still,
breathless avidity as one who, having long sought knowledge, finds it at
last when it seemed out of reach. The little fountain plashed in the
courtyard below; a frog in the basin among the water-lilies croaked
sociably while the priest and the beautiful woman in the room above made
history. For it is not only in kings’ palaces nor yet in Parliaments
that the story of the world is shaped.
Concha spoke no word, and Julia, having begun, left nothing unsaid, but
told him every detail in a slow mechanical voice, as if bidden thereto by
a stronger will than her own.
‘He is all the world to me,’ she said simply, in conclusion.
‘Yes; and the happiest women are those who live in a small world.’
A silence fell upon them. The old priest surreptitiously looked at his
watch. He was essentially a man of action.
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