China -- History -- Revolution, 1911-1912 -- Fiction; Love stories; River boats -- Fiction; Yangtze River (China) -- Fiction
She lifted her head; leaned on an elbow. “Do you know,” she said, in a
voice that seemed, now, to have a note of friendliness, “I'm sorry for
you.”
“Sorry for me!”
“Don't think I can't see how it is. And you mustn't misunderstand me.
I'm older than you. I'm pretty experienced. My life has been hard. There
couldn't be anything serious between you and me. You've wakened up to
that.”
The new note in her voice puzzled him, but caught his interest. He stood
looking straight down at her.
“I know you're in love,” she went on.
“But--”
“Don't be silly. It's plain enough. She's very attractive. Nobody could
blame you.”
“She's wonderful!”
“It's nice to see you feeling that way. It--it's no good our talking
about it, you and me. All I've got to say is--please don't think I'd
bother you. I may have led a rough life at times--a girl alone, who has
to live by her wits--but--oh, well, never mind that! Every man has
had his foolish moments. I understand you better than you will ever
know--and--well, here's good luck!” And she offered her hand.
He took it, breathless, eager. He seemed, then, on the point of pouring
out his story to this new surprising friend. But a slight sound caught
his attention. He looked up, and slowly let fall the hand that
was gripped in his; for at the break of the deck, just above them,
hesitating, very slim and wan, stood Miss Hui Fei.
The situation was, of course, in no way so dramatic as it seemed to the
boy. He, indeed, drew back, overcome; the habit of guilty thought was
not to be thrown off in a moment. Miss Carmichael, sensing that he
would begin erecting the incident into a situation the moment he could
clumsily speak, took the matter in hand; rising, and quietly addressing
herself to the Manchu girl. Breeding, of course, was not hers, could not
be; but her calm manner and her instinct for reticence could seem, as
now, not unlike the finer quality.
“Do have this chair,” she said. “I was going down.”
Miss Hui Fei smiled faintly. “I coul'n' sleep,” she murmured.
“There's one little article I suppose none of us thought to bring--”
thus Miss Carmichael, balancing in her light way on the balls of her
feet--“needle and thread.” She even indulged in a little passing laugh.
“I think my maid--” began Miss Hui Fei.
“Oh, no! I wouldn't bother you!”
“Yes! Please--I don' min'.”
She turned; and the boy started impulsively toward her. Miss Carmichael
moved away, over the deck, but heard him saying, in a broken voice:
“You'll come back? I've got to tell you something!”
To which Miss Hui Fei replied, in a voice that was meant to be at once
pleasant and impersonal: “Why--yes. I think I'll come back. It's
so close down there.” The two young women went below. Quietly Miss
Carmichael waited in the passage.
The needle and thread were shortly forthcoming. The white girl smiled;
seeming really friendly there in the dim ray of light that slanted in
through a window.
“It's good of you,” she said.
“Oh, no--it's nothing.”
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