China -- History -- Revolution, 1911-1912 -- Fiction; Love stories; River boats -- Fiction; Yangtze River (China) -- Fiction
“Can you doubt me?” He had both her hands now. He seemed so young, so
eager. He would fight for what he greatly desired, as his father had
fought before him. However crudely, boyishly, he would fight.
“No”--her own voice was, surprisingly, a little unsteady--“of course I
don' doubt you. But how can you know what you're going to wan'--years
from now. I don' un'erstan' that. It does seem pretty romantic to me. I
don't know for myself. I coul'n' tell.”
This, or perhaps it was her failure to rise to his ecstasy, plunged him
again into the depths.
“It's you or nothing now,” he repeated. “You or nothing.”
“Wha' do you mean by that?”
“I've got to have you. If I can't, I'll--oh, I guess I'll just drop
quietly overboard. What's the use?”
“Do you think it's fair to talk li' that?”
“Perhaps not, but--I guess I'm beside myself.”
“Listen!” said she now: with a friendly, even sympathetic pressure of
his trembling hands, “I'll tell you what I think. I think the thing for
you to do is to go back to college.”
This stung him. “How can you talk like that,” he cried, “when--”
“I don' wan' to hurt you. But please try to think this as I wan' you
to.”
“Haven't you _any_ feeling for me?”
“Of course, an' I'm ver' grateful.”
“For God's sake, don't talk like that.”
There was a pause. He withdrew his hands; plunged his feverish face into
them.
She rose, wearily. Said: “I'm going to try to sleep.”
“And you could go? Leaving it like this?”
“Please! I can't help--”
“Oh, I understand--” he was on his feet before her; caught her arms in
his hands that now were firm and young--“I haven't moved you yet, that's
all. But I will. We Kanes aren't quitters. We don't give up. And I'm not
going to give you up. I'm going to win you. Can't you see that I've got
to? That I can't live.... Listen! You're the loveliest, daintiest little
girl in the world. You're exquisite. Your voice is music to me. I've got
to live my life to that music. It'll be beautiful! Can't you see that? I
don't care how much time it takes. I'll settle down to it. But I'll win
you. And we'll be married at Shanghai?”
He was very nearly irresistible now. The power in him was real. She
broke away; then, a surprise to herself, lingered. Strangely to her,
this ardent, still somewhat impossible boy, with his vital, Western
force, had actually created an atmosphere of romance in which she was,
for the moment, and in a degree, enveloped. She knew, clearly enough,
that she must exert herself to escape from it: but lingered.
He caught her hands again; covered them with kisses; held them firmly
while his eyes, suddenly radiant, sought hers and, during a moving
instant, held them. She went below then. And Rocky dropped into the
steamer chair and smiled exultantly as he drifted into slumber.
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