China -- History -- Revolution, 1911-1912 -- Fiction; Love stories; River boats -- Fiction; Yangtze River (China) -- Fiction
“You see, sir, I've come to feel that the best thing for me is to go
back and---start clean.”
A slight mist came over Doane's eyes. What a struggle the boy had had
of it! And how splendidly he was working through!.... Thought came about
the children of the rich in America... the problem of it....
“I--couldn't go without seeing you. You see, sir, it's you, I guess,
that've put me on my feet. I sort of--well, I want you to know that
I _am_ on them. It's been a strange experience, all round. A terrible
experience, of course. It shakes you....”
“It has shaken me, too,” Doane observed simply.
“I know. That is, I see all that more clearly now. I was going to speak
of it--it's one of the things, but first.... Mr. Doane, will you write to
me? Once in a while? I mean, will you--could you find time to answer if
I write to you? You see, it isn't going to be easy, over there. I've got
to go clean outside my own crowd. And outside my family. They won't one
of them understand what I'm up to. Not one. And--when you come right
down to it, I suppose it's a question whether the thing licks me or not.
But”--his shoulders squared; he looked directly into that kind, deeply
shadowed face--“I don't believe it will lick me!”
“No,” said Doane, “it won't lick you.”
“I shall never be able to shake China off now. It's got me. And I don't
know a thing about it yet. Of course I shall be reading and studying it
up.”
“I'll send you a book once in a while.”
“And I know I'm coming back out here someday. But it won't be as my
father wants me to come. You see, I'll have money.”
“A great responsibility, Rocky.”
“I know. I'm beginning to see that. But--I know all this must sound
pretty young to you!--but I'm afraid I shall be leaning on you
sometimes--”
“Write to me at those times.”
“All right. I will.”
“There is an amazing health in the American people.”
“Yes--that's so, of course.”
“It's a curiously blundering people, of course. And there's a hard,
really a Teutonic strain--that blend of practical hard-headedness, even
of cruelty, with sentimentality--”
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