China -- History -- Revolution, 1911-1912 -- Fiction; Love stories; River boats -- Fiction; Yangtze River (China) -- Fiction
“When I took up with you a little last year, Jim, it seemed to me that
at last I'd found a man I could tie to. You never knew my real feelings.
I'm not the kind that tells much or shows much. I guess perhaps my
life's been too hard. But--oh, Jim!--well, you're, seeing the real girl
now. I'm pretty well beaten down, Jim.... You're getting the truth from
me at last. I've got to tell it--all of it--for your own sake. You're
in worse trouble than you know, right now. The cards are stacked
against you, Jim. Your life even”--her voice broke; but she got it under
control--“I'm going to save you if I can.”
Moodily he watched her.
“If it was anybody but Tex! He's merciless. He's strong. He never
forgets.... Listen, Jim! Tex came clear from London to find me. And
he found out about--us--you and me. That I was growing fond of you. He
never forgets and he never forgives. Oh. Jim, can't you see it! Can't
you see that that's why he took you on--so he could watch you, keep you
away from me? Can't you see what a game I've had to play? God, if you'd
heard what he said to me back here this very morning--Oh, it's too
awful! I can't tell you! He's so determined! He gets his way, Jim--Tex
gets his way!.... Oh, what can I do!”
“No, wait--I've got to tell you the whole thing. You said he was
planning to cross me. He'll do that, of course. I don't think I care
much about that. But you, Jim--oh, you poor innocent boy! If you could
only see! You'll never get your hands on one of the viceroy's jewels.”
She turned her face toward him. Her eyes now were swollen and wet with
tears.
Jim, gray of face, held in his two hands a Chinese knife, balancing
it. There were stains on the blade. He must have picked it up, she
reflected, here on the junk. For it wouldn't be like him to carry such
a weapon. It seemed to her then that he was holding his breath. She saw
him moisten his blue lips with the tip of an ashen tongue. He was trying
to speak. At least his lips parted again. She waited. When the voice did
finally come, it was so hoarse that he had evident difficulty in making
it intelligible.
“Tex may be strong--but if you think I'm afraid--”
“Oh, Jim.... no, I don't mean that! Not that! Oh, I don't know what I'm
saying-! It's only when I think how happy you and I might be--think of
it! really rich! able to go and live decently somewhere, like regular
folks!”
Silently, with surprising stealthy swiftness, he got to his feet. His
right hand, with the knife, busied itself in a side pocket of his coat.
“Say the word, Dixie”--his face was contorted with the muscular effort
necessary to produce this small sound--“say the word, and I'll kill
him.”
“Oh, no, Jim!” she covered her face with her thin hands, and sobbed,
very low. “Oh God, what can we do? Isn't there some other way?”
“Say the word,” he whispered.
“Would it be”--she broke down again--“would it be--where a man's a
devil, where he's threatened--wouldn't it be like defending ourselves?”
“Say the word!”
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