That also was agreed to, the distance being too great for Mrs. Christmas
to walk. And so Annie Brunel and Grete Halm set out upon the winding
path, or rather track, which runs along the shore of the beautiful Titi
See—here skirting the edge of the rocky promontories which jut out into
the still blue lake, there cutting through the dense coppices lying in
the sunshine along the foot of the hills, or again passing some
deep-roofed and sleepy farmhouse, with its small stone chapel standing
in the yard. Grete reverentially crossed herself every time they passed
one of these numerous private chapels; and her companion, peeping in
through the wooden bars, generally saw within the sanctuary a large
framed lithograph of the Virgin Mary in red and blue, with a vast number
of little gilt trinkets and other pious offerings lying on the altar.
Some of these chapels had forms within capable of accommodating a
congregation of from twelve to twenty persons. One or two people had
built no chapel at all, but had hollowed out a niche in the wall
surrounding their garden, and had placed therein a wooden crucifix, more
or less painted, exhibiting the details of the Crucifixion with mediæval
exactitude. And Grete, being a good girl, crossed herself as she saw
these humble memorials of a devout faith.
"Why did you send Hermann away, Grete?" said Annie Brunel, as they
walked along.
"Because, mademoiselle, I wished him to know that I could do without
him," said Grete Halm.
"You are very fond of him, are you not?"
"Yes, mademoiselle, but——"
"And he of you?"
"He is very fond of me, I know," said Grete, simply.
"I don’t wonder at it; but have you ever asked yourself why he is fond
of you?"
"Why, mademoiselle? Because—because I am a girl and he is a man, and he
wants to be married."
Annie Brunel laughed; it was the first smile her companion had seen on
her face for some days.
"But suppose he did not want to be married—suppose he could not be
married to you—would he be fond of you? Or suppose you knew, Grete,
that he was to marry some one else, what would you do?"
"I should do nothing, mademoiselle; I should be miserable."
"You would not cease to love him?"
"If I could, yes; if not,——"
"If not, you would only be miserable."
The tone in which the words were uttered caused Grete to look up
suddenly in her companion’s face. She saw nothing there but the
inwardly-reflecting eyes, the beautiful, pale, dark complexion, and the
placid sweetness of the unkissed lips.
"In England, Grete, I am an actress. They say that an actress must
never reflect, that she lives for immediate gratification, that she
educates impulses, and that she cannot pause, and regard her position,
and criticise herself. If I cease to feel any pleasure in immediate
gratifications, if I feel ill at ease and dissatisfied with myself, and
fancy that the stage would no longer give me any pleasure—must I cease
to be an actress?"
"Is mademoiselle in earnest?"
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