"MY DEAR MISS BRUNEL,—Ever since you left I have bitterly reproached
myself for having given you so much annoyance and trouble. I hear that
you are living, without amusement or companions, in the Feldberg Inn.
May I beg of you to return here, adding the assurance that you will not
be troubled by my presence in any way whatever? Whether you do or not, I
cannot permit you to leave without bidding you good-bye—especially as we
may not see each other in England—and so, if you will forgive me this
once, I propose to cross over to the Feldberg to-morrow and visit you,"
&c., &c.
She read no more; the cramped left-hand writing had told her enough.
She hurriedly wrote a reply, peremptorily forbidding him to be at the
trouble and danger of such an expedition; and added that, before he
could possibly be at the Feldberg, she would be on her way to Freiburg
and Basle. Then she called the elder Holzmann, desired him to get a
messenger to take over this letter to Schönstein that day, and informed
him that on the next morning she and her companion would set out for the
south.
It was a point of maidenly honour with her that she should go away with
her sad secret her own; and who could tell what disclosure might happen,
were she to see him suffering from the effects of the wound, entreating
her to stay, and with his own love for her speaking in his eyes? He was
a man, and it did not matter; as for her, she closed this fatal
tenderness in her heart, and would fain have deceived herself into
denying its existence. Truth to say, she felt a touch of shame at her
own weakness; was dimly conscious that her virginal purity of soul was
tainted by a passion which she dreamed was a guilty one; and knew that
her punishment lay in the loss of that innocent gaiety and
thoughtlessness which had hitherto made her life so pleasant.
"We may not see each other in England," she said to herself, gazing at
the crooked and trembling lines on the paper. "Not in England, nor
elsewhere, will be my constant prayer so long as I live."
So they left the gloomy mountain, and passing through the Hollenthal
once more, reached Freiburg; and from thence, by easy stages, they made
the round of the Swiss lakes until, as fate would have it, they came to
Thun. There they rested for a day or two, preparatory to their
undertaking the voyage to England.
Here a strange incident befel Annie Brunel. Their first walk lay along
the shore of the lake; and no sooner had they left the side of the rapid
bright-green Aar, than Mrs. Christmas noticed a strange intense look of
wonder settling over her companion’s face. Wistfully, and yet
curiously, the dark-grey eyes dwelt on the expanding lake, on the long
curving bays, on the sunlit mountains opposite, and on the far-off
snow-peaks of the Bernese Alps.
"I have seen all this in a dream," she said.
"Or in a picture," suggested Mrs. Christmas.
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