At the end of the first act she was called before the curtain. Any one
calmly observing the house would have seen that it was not very
enthusiastic, and that it fell to talking almost before she had passed
behind the curtain at the opposite side. Then she went down to her
dressing-room.
Mrs. Christmas welcomed her and complimented her with an emphasis which
was a little forced and unnecessary. Annie Brunel said nothing, but
stood and contemplated, with her straight-looking honest eyes, the poor
little woman who was courageously trying to act her part naturally.
Then she sate down.
"Do you think I did my best, mother?" she said. And again she fixed her
large eyes, with a kind conciliation in them, on her aged friend.
"Of course——"
"And you were watching me, I think?"
"Yes."
"And the house?"
"A little," said Mrs. Christmas, rather nervously.
"Then you know," she said, calmly, "that I have made a total failure,
that the people think so, and that to-morrow every one, including the
papers, will say so."
"My dear!——"
"Why should we not speak frankly, mother? I felt it within myself, and
I saw it in their faces. _And I knew it before I went on the stage._"
"That is it! That has done it all!" exclaimed the old woman, inclined
to wring her hands in despair and grief. "You convinced yourself that
you were going to fail, and then, when you went on the stage, you lost
command over yourself."
"Had I not command over myself?" the young girl asked, with a smile. "I
had so great command of myself that I knew and was conscious of
everything I did—the tiniest thing—and kept continually asking myself
how it would impress the people. I was never in the least excited; had
I been—but there is no use talking, Lady Jane. Help me to change my
dress; I suppose I must go through with it."
So Mrs. Christmas officiated in place of Sarah, whom she always ordered
out of the way on grand occasions; and, as she did so, she still
administered counsel and reproof, not having quite given up hope.
Two of the most distinguished of the critics met in the lobby leading to
the stalls.
"A pity, is it not?" said one.
The other merely shrugged his shoulders.
The general run of the critics fancied that Annie Brunel had added
another to her list of brilliant successes, and were already shaping in
their brain elaborate sentences overflowing with adjectives.
Lord Weyminster, whom people considered to have a share in the
proprietary of the theatre, went behind the scenes and met Mr. Melton.
"This won’t do, my boy," he said.
"Do you think not?" said the manager, anxiously. "They received her very
warmly."
"They received Miss Brunel warmly, but not her ’Rosalind.’"
"What’s to be done?"
"Change the piece."
"I can’t. Perhaps it was only a temporary indisposition."
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