"Don’t interrupt the story, my dear; for we are at the footlights, and
the gallery is supposed to be anxious to hear it. I declare I have
always loved the top gallery. There you find critics who are attentive,
watchful, who are ready to applaud when they’re pleased, and to hiss
when they’re not. Well, there was one poor lad, out of all my admirers,
got to be acquainted with our little household, and he and I
became—friends. He was a wood-engraver, or something like that, only a
little older than myself—long fair hair, a boyish face, gentleness like
a girl about him; and nothing would do but that I should engage to be
his wife, and he was to be a great artist and do wonders for my sake."
The hard look on the young girl’s face had died away now, and there was
a dreaminess in her eyes.
"I did promise; and for about two years we were a couple of the maddest
young fools in the world—I begging him to make haste, and get money, and
marry me—he full of audacious schemes, and as cheerful as a lark in the
certainty of marrying me. He tried painting pictures; then he began
scene-painting, and succeeded so well that he at last got an engagement
in a London theatre, and nearly broke his heart when he went away there
to make money for both of us."
The old woman heaved a gentle sigh.
"Whenever I’m very sad, all the wretchedness of that first parting of my
life comes over me, and I see the wet streets of Bristol, and the
shining lamps, and his piteous face, though he tried to be very brave
over it, and cheer me up. I felt like a stone, and didn’t know what was
going on; I only wished that I could get away into a corner and cry
myself dead. Very well, he went, and I remained in Bristol. I needn’t
tell you how it came about—how I was a little tired of waiting, and we
had a quarrel, and, in short, I married a gentleman who had been very
kind and attentive to me. He was over thirty, and had plenty of money,
for he was a merchant in Bristol, and his father was an old man who had
made a fine big fortune in Jamaica. He was very kind to me, in his way,
and for a year or two we lived very well together; but I knew that he
thought twenty times of his business for once he thought of me. And
what was I thinking of? Ah, Miss Annie, don’t consider me very wicked
if I tell you, that from the hour in which I was married there never
passed a single day in which I did not think of the _other one_."
"Poor mother!" said the girl.
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