Dove was really so well, however, when Mrs. Anerley came, that the
anxious and tender mamma was almost at a loss how to expend the care and
sympathy with which she had charged herself. It was at this juncture
that Will proposed that Mr. and Mrs. Anerley should go and see Annie
Brunel, and give her what comfort and assistance lay in their power.
And no sooner were the circumstances of the girl’s position mentioned,
than both at once, and gladly, consented.
"But why not come with us?" said his mother.
"I would rather you went by yourselves. She will be only too grateful
if you go to see her. She does not know how to manage a funeral. Then
she is alone; you will be able to speak to her better than I, and in any
case I must remain with Dove."
So they went, and when they were gone, Dove asked him to come and seat
himself beside her couch. She put out her little white hand to him, and
he noticed that her eyes were singularly large and clear. They were
fixed upon him with the old tender sadness, and he was forced to think
of the time when heaven itself seemed open to him in those beautiful,
transparent depths. But why should they be sad? He remembered the old
delight of them, the mystery of them, the kindness of them; and perhaps
he thought that in a little time he would be able to awaken the old
light in them, and rejoice in the gladness, and be honestly, wholly in
love with his future wife.
"Why didn’t you go with them?" she asked.
"And leave you alone?"
He could have wished that those eyes were less frank and less
penetrating.
"Sometimes I fancy, Will, that you think me a great baby, and that there
is no use explaining things to me, and that I am only to be petted and
treated like a child. And so you have always petted me, like the rest,
and I liked it very well, as you know. But if I am to be your wife,
Will, you mustn’t treat me as a child any more."
"Would you like to be old and wise and motherly, Dove? How must I treat
you? You know you are only a poor little child, my dearest; but then,
when we marry, you will suddenly grow very old."
There was no glad pleasure and hope in his voice, and doubtless she
caught the tone of his speech, for the large eyes were absent and
troubled.
"You are not frank with me, Will," she said, in a low voice. "You won’t
explain the difference there has been in you ever since you came back
from Germany. Ah, such a difference!" she added, with a sigh, and her
eyes were withdrawn from his face. "Perhaps I only imagine it, but
everything seems altered. We are not to each other what we used to be:
you are kinder than ever, I think, and you want to be what you were; but
something has come between us, Will."
Every word she uttered lacerated his heart, for how could he look upon
the patient, kind, sweet face, and tell a lie?—and how dared he tell the
truth?
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