"For my own part," she said to her, "I am not at all sorry that my
husband has lost this money, if it were not likely to affect Dove’s
comfort. You know he is such a very good man, and the very kindest and
best husband a woman could wish to have; but I cannot tell you how it
troubles me sometimes to think that he is not of the same religious
opinions as the rest of us. That is the only thing; and I am sure it
has been brought on by his being too well-off, and having nothing to do
but read and speculate. He has never been put in a position requiring
that aid and comfort we get from religious service; and it is only
carelessness, I am convinced, has led him away."
"And now you think this misfortune——"
"Not the misfortune altogether, but the rougher fight he will have with
the world. He will be glad to have that sense of peace and rest with
which people sit together in church, and forget their everyday troubles.
If it will only do that for him—if it will only bring him back to us—I
shall be glad that we have lost every penny we had in the world. It has
been my trouble for years to think of his perilous state."
"He does not look like a man who would believe anything dangerous."
"I hope not—I hope not," said the tender wife; "I hope it is not
dangerous. And yet I shall never feel that he is safe until he returns
to the old faith and opinions he had when I first knew him. Even then,
when a very young man, I was never sure of him. But he was always so
respectful to every kind of religion, whether he believed in it or not,
that I—yes, I—took him on trust."
"You do not seem to have regretted your choice," said Annie Brunel.
"No," she said, with a pleased and proud smile, "You won’t find many
people live more comfortably than we. But there is that one thing you
see——"
"And your son—does he go with his father in these things?"
"I don’t think so. I hope not. But both of them are such good men that
I can’t make up my mind to go and speak to them as if—as if they were
sinners, you know."
A perplexed, humorous smile came over her face; and yet Annie saw that
her friend was very much in earnest over this matter. It was the one
bitter thing in this good woman’s contented and peaceful lot.
After that interview Mrs. Anerley spent the better part of each day with
her new protégée, and a wonderful love grew up between the two
women—motherly and tender on the one side, trusting and childlike on the
other. And for the first day or two Mr. Anerley paid far more attention
to Annie Brunel’s affairs than he did to his own, until Mrs. Christmas
was hidden away from a world that had perhaps not been over-kind to her,
and until the young girl was ready to go forth and seek her own
existence. Will during this time never came near. He was trying to
repair the beautiful world that he had shattered, and he kept faithfully
to the task.
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