She entered one of the rooms—a great place with panelled pillars in the
centre, and a vague vision of crystal and green leaves at the farther
end—and sate down in one of the chairs near the blazing fire. It was not
a moment of triumph—it was a moment of profound, unutterable sadness.
The greatness of the place, the strange faces around her, increased the
weight of loneliness she felt. And then all the reminiscences of her
mother’s life were present to her, and she seemed to have established a
new and strange link between herself and her. It seemed as if the great
chasm of time and circumstance had been bridged over, and that in
discovering her mother’s house, and the old associations of these bygone
years, she should have discovered her also, and met the kindly face she
once knew. If Annie Napier had walked into the room just then, and laid
her hand on her daughter’s shoulder, I do not think the girl would have
been surprised.
"Was my mother ever in this house?" she asked of Mr. Cayley, not
noticing that he was still standing with his hat in his hand.
"Doubtless. She was married in that little church we passed."
"And instead of spending her life here in comfort and quiet, he let her
go away to America, and work hard and bitterly for herself and me."
Mr. Cayley said nothing.
"Do you know anything of her life here? How long she stayed? What were
her favourite rooms? Where she used to sit?"
"No, your ladyship; I only presume Lady Knottingley must have lived here
for a little while before going to Switzerland. My father might be able
to tell me."
"I am very anxious to see him,—he is the only person I am anxious to
see. He knew my mother; perhaps he can tell me something about her life
here and in Switzerland. She _may_ have left some things in the house—a
book or a picture—that he might tell me was hers; don’t you think so?"
Mr. Cayley, against his knowledge, was forced to admit that it _was_
possible, for he saw there were tears in the girl’s eyes.
"Would you care to go through the house now?" he suggested. "Mrs.
Tillotson will go with you, and see what arrangements or alterations you
want made. And about your future residence here——"
"I cannot stay here," she said; "the place is too big and too lonely. I
could not bear to live alone in this great place."
"Your ladyship need not want for society. Both of the trustees, Lord
Sefton and——"
"I will not see one of them!" she said, with flashing eyes. "I
consented to see them, when you said it was necessary—but to meet them
as friends! They knew my mother; they must have seen her and known her;
and they never tried to help her. They were men; and they let a woman be
treated like that!"
The bitter scorn of the words sounded so strangely as it came from the
gentle face; but there was an indignant flush in her cheeks, and
indignation in her eyes.
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