The poor little tot! There isn't any reason in the world for the
fancies they take any more than for our own; eh, Mag? Why should she
have been attracted to me just because I was so undignified as to dance
with the piccaninnies?
But do you know what that little thing did? She thought I was playing
with her. She gave a crow of delight and came bowling after me.
That finished me. I stooped and picked her up in my arms, throwing her
up in the air to hear her crow and feel her come down again.
"Mouse," I said, "we'll just have a little trip together. The nurse
that'd lose you deserves to worry till you're found. The mother that's
lucky enough to own you will be benefited hereafter by a sharp scare on
your account just now. Come on, sweetheart!"
Oh, the feel of a baby in your arms, Mag! It makes the Cruelty seem a
perfectly unreal thing, a thing one should be unutterably ashamed of
imagining, of accusing human nature of; a thing only an irredeemably
vile thing could imagine. Just the weight of that little body riding
like a bonny boat at anchor on your arm, just the cocky little way it
sits up, chirping and confident; just the light touch of a bit of a
hand on your collar; just that is enough to push down brick walls; to
destroy pictures of bruised and maimed children that endure after the
injuries are healed; to scatter records that even I--I, Nancy
Olden--can't believe and believe, too, that other women have carried
their babies, as I did some other woman's baby, across the Square.
On the other side I set her down. I didn't want to. I was greedy of
every moment that I had her. But I wanted to get some change ready
before climbing up the steps to the L-station.
She clutched my dress as we stood there a minute in a perfectly
irresistible way. I know now why men marry baby-women: it's to feel
that delicious, helpless clutch of weak fingers; the clutch of
dependence, of trust, of appeal.
I looked down at her with that same silly adoration I've seen on
Molly's face for her poor, lacking, twisted boy. At least, I did in
the beginning. But gradually the expression of my face must have
changed; for all at once I discovered what had been done to me.
My purse was gone.
Yes, Maggie Monahan, clean gone! My pocket had been as neatly picked
as I myself--well, never mind, as what. I threw back my head and
laughed aloud. Nance Olden, the great doer-up, had been done up so
cleverly, so surely, so prettily, that she hadn't had an inkling of it.
I wished I could get a glimpse of the clever girl that did it. A
girl--of course, it was! Do you think any boy's fingers could do a job
like that and me not even know?
But I didn't stop to wish very long. Here was I with the thing I
valued most in the world still clutched in my hand, and not a nickel to
my name to get me, the paper, and the baby on our way.
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