Our young lady, at this, dropped into the place beside her, and now, in
a rush, the small silly misery was clear. She took her hand as a sign
of pitying it, then, after another instant, confirmed this expression
with a consoling kiss. They sat there together; they looked out, hand
in hand, into the damp dusky shabby little room and into the future, of
no such very different suggestion, at last accepted by each. There was
no definite utterance, on either side, of Mr. Drake’s position in the
great world, but the temporary collapse of his prospective bride threw
all further necessary light; and what our heroine saw and felt for in
the whole business was the vivid reflexion of her own dreams and
delusions and her own return to reality. Reality, for the poor things
they both were, could only be ugliness and obscurity, could never be
the escape, the rise. She pressed her friend—she had tact enough for
that—with no other personal question, brought on no need of further
revelations, only just continued to hold and comfort her and to
acknowledge by stiff little forbearances the common element in their
fate. She felt indeed magnanimous in such matters; since if it was very
well, for condolence or reassurance, to suppress just then invidious
shrinkings, she yet by no means saw herself sitting down, as she might
say, to the same table with Mr. Drake. There would luckily, to all
appearance, be little question of tables; and the circumstance that, on
their peculiar lines, her friend’s interests would still attach
themselves to Mayfair flung over Chalk Farm the first radiance it had
shown. Where was one’s pride and one’s passion when the real way to
judge of one’s luck was by making not the wrong but the right
comparison? Before she had again gathered herself to go she felt very
small and cautious and thankful. “We shall have our own house,” she
said, “and you must come very soon and let me show it you.”
“_We_ shall have our own too,” Mrs. Jordan replied; “for, don’t you
know? he makes it a condition that he sleeps out?”
“A condition?”—the girl felt out of it.
“For any new position. It was on that he parted with Lord Rye. His
lordship can’t meet it. So Mr. Drake has given him up.”
“And all for you?”—our young woman put it as cheerfully as possible.
“For me and Lady Bradeen. Her ladyship’s too glad to get him at any
price. Lord Rye, out of interest in us, has in fact quite _made_ her
take him. So, as I tell you, he will have his own establishment.”
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