Mountain life -- Tennessee -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
He did not fear the sentence of the House. He was resolute in the
position he had taken, but he carried throughout the evening an
imperative sense of abeyance. He noticed with a secret scorn the clumsy
efforts of his legislative friends to sound his state of mind, when they
came down from the Capitol; he divined their fear of a collision, their
anxiety that the asperities with Harshaw should be allowed to quietly
drop. They sought to have him observe that they considered he had the
best of it, and that an apology now from him would mean merely a desire
to promote public interest. Only the age of another adviser—his father’s
friend as well as his own—restrained him from openly ridiculing the deep
satisfaction which this mentor evidently derived from the fact that
the young man’s mind would be occupied with lighter themes during the
evening, and he might forget the rancors of the debate. His thoughts,
however, were incongruous enough with the scene of a fashionable
wedding, where he officiated as an usher, and he paced the aisles of the
church with as mechanical a notice of his surroundings as a somnambulist.
His attention hardly pretermitted its hold upon the subject that had
absorbed him, and when again at liberty he went at once to his room at
the hotel, with a view of changing his dress to attend the night session
of the House.
It was the slightest matter that attracted his notice. He had lighted
the gas, and as he glanced into a drawer of the bureau some trivial
difference from the usual arrangement of his effects caught his eye.
He stood for a moment in motionless surprise. Perhaps it was accident,
perhaps his alert divination, but he slipped his hand beneath the pile
of garments and touched a wooden case of pistols. He flushed slightly,
and for a moment he was ashamed. He had doubted if it were still there.
He had thought that perhaps his cautious friends might have robbed him,
pending the time when he was in anger, of the means to do more than war
with words. He had taken instant fire at the idea of an interference with
his liberty. It was the smouldering embers of this thought that actuated
him rather than any serious expectation, but suddenly he turned back to
the bureau and lifted the case. He opened it slowly. It was empty. He
gazed at the vacant space, his eyes flashing, his cheek flushing. The
pistols had been abstracted and the case left that his attention might
not by its absence be directed to the weapons. He could easily divine all
of his friends’ arguments. He would not notice the disappearance of the
pistols, they must doubtless have said, unless he wanted them. He would
not want them unless he were intent upon some fatal folly. He could not
supply himself anew, for all the shops were closed, and by to-morrow he
would be in a cooler frame of mind.
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