In the Dead of Night: A Novel. Volume 1 (of 3)Speight, T. W. (Thomas Wilkinson)
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In the Dead of Night: A Novel. Volume 1 (of 3)
Speight, T. W. (Thomas Wilkinson)
English fiction -- 19th century
It was these hours of darkness, when the rest of the world was abed,
and the long, long hours of daylight in the early summer mornings
before it was yet awake, which tried him more than anything else. At
such times, when he was tired of reading—and he had never before read
so much in so short a space of time—he could do nothing but lie back on
his pallet, with his arms curled under his head, and think. The
mornings were balmy, soft, and bright. Through the cell-casement, which
he could open at will, he could hear the merry twittering of
innumerable sparrows. He could see the slow shadows sliding, inch by
inch, down the gray stone walls of the prison yard, as the sun rose
higher in the sky. Now and then the sweet west wind brought him faint
wafts of fragrance from the hay-slopes just outside the prison gates.
Sometimes he could hear the barking of a dog on some far far-off farm,
or the dull lowing of cattle; sounds which reminded him that the great
world, with its life, and hopes, and fears, lay close around him,
though he himself might have no part therein. At such moments he often
felt that he would give half of all he was possessed of for an hour’s
freedom outside those tomb-like walls—for one hour’s blessed freedom,
with Edith by his side, to wander at their own sweet will through lane
and coppice and by river’s brim, with the free air of heaven blowing
around them, and nothing to bound their eyes but the dim horizon, lying
like a purple ring on woods and meadows far away.
Little wonder that during these long, solitary hours a sense of
depression, of melancholy even, would now and then take possession of
him for a little while; that his mind was oppressed with vague
forebodings of what that future, which was now drawing near with sure
but unhasting footsteps, might possibly have in store for him. He had
just won for himself the sweetest prize which this world had in its
power to offer him, and his very soul shrank within him when he thought
that he had won it only, perhaps, to lose it for ever in a few short
weeks. Bitter, very bitter—despairing almost—grew his thoughts at such
times; but he struggled bravely against them, and never let them master
him for long. When the clock struck six, and the tramp of heavy feet
was heard along the corridors, and the jingling of huge keys—when the
warders were changed, and the little wicket in his cell door was opened
and a cheerful voice said, “Good-morning, sir. Hope you have slept
well,” Lionel’s cheery response would ring out, clear and full,
“Good-morning, Jeavons. I’ve had an excellent night, thank you.” And
Jeavons would go back to his mates and say, “Mr. Dering’s just
wonderful. Always the same. Never out o’ sorts.”
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