In the Dead of Night: A Novel. Volume 2 (of 3)Speight, T. W. (Thomas Wilkinson)
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In the Dead of Night: A Novel. Volume 2 (of 3)
Speight, T. W. (Thomas Wilkinson)
English fiction -- 19th century
In the smoke-room of his club, in the easiest of easy-chairs, sat
Kester St. George, cigar in mouth, his hat tilted over his eyes, musing
bitterly over the hopes, follies, and prospects of his broken life. And
his life was, in truth, a broken one. With what fair prospects had he
started from port, and now, at thirty-three years of age, to what a
bankrupt ending he had come! One way or another he had contrived until
now to surmount his difficulties, or, at least, to tide them over for
the time being; but, at last, the net seemed to be finally closing
around him. Of ready money he had next to none. His credit was at an
end. Tailor, bootmaker, and glover had alike shut their doors in his
face. A three months’ bill for two hundred and fifty pounds would fall
due in about a week’s time, and he had absolutely no assets with which
to meet it; nor was there the remotest possibility of his being able to
obtain a renewal of it. He had made sure of winning heavily on certain
races, but the horses he had backed had invariably come to grief; and
it was only by making a desperate effort that he had been able to meet
his engagements and save his credit on the turf. When he should have
pawned or sold his watch and the few rings and trinkets that still
remained to him, and should have spent the few pounds realized thereby,
beggary, the most complete and absolute, would stare him in the face.
But two courses were left open for him: flight and outlawry, or an
appeal to the generosity of his uncle, General St. George. Bitter
alternatives both. Besides which it was by no means certain that his
uncle would respond to any such appeal, and he shrank unaccountably, he
could hardly have told himself why, from the task of asking relief of
the stern old soldier. He questioned himself again and again whether
suicide would not be far preferable to the pauper’s life, which was all
that he now saw before him—whether it would not be better, by one bold
stroke, to cut at once and for ever through the tangled web of
difficulties that bound him. Over his dead body the men to whom he owed
money might wrangle as much as they chose: a comfortable nook in the
family vault would doubtless be found for him, and beyond that he would
need nothing more. Unspeakably bitter to-night were the musings of
Kester St. George.
“A bullet through the brain, or a dose of prussic acid—which shall it
be?” he asked himself. “It matters little which. They are both speedy,
and both sure. Then the voice will whisper in my ear in vain: then I
shall no longer feel the hand laid on my shoulder: then the black
shadow that broods over my life will be swallowed up for ever in the
blacker shadows of death!”
Suddenly a waiter glided up to him, salver in hand. On the salver lay a
telegram. “If you please, sir,” said the man, in his most deferential
voice. Mr. St. George started, looked up, and took the telegram
mechanically.
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