In the Dead of Night: A Novel. Volume 2 (of 3)Speight, T. W. (Thomas Wilkinson)
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In the Dead of Night: A Novel. Volume 2 (of 3)
Speight, T. W. (Thomas Wilkinson)
English fiction -- 19th century
As they paced the garden arm in arm, Richard (or Lionel—for Lionel it
was, as the reader will long ago have surmised) went back to the topic
he had last been talking about. “Were I to tell to a physician what I
have just told you,” he said, “he would simply put me down as the
victim of a mental hallucination; he would tell me that I was suffering
from a by no means uncommon form of cerebral excitement. So be it. I
suppose I am the victim of a mental hallucination: but call it by what
name you will, to me it is a most serious and terrible reality—a
visitation that no medicines, no society, no change of scene, can alter
or rid me of; that one thing alone can rid me of. When I have
accomplished the bitter task that is appointed me to do, then, and then
only, will this burden be lifted off my soul: then, and not till then,
will Percy Osmond cease to visit me.”
Again he sighed deeply. The General pressed the arm that held his a
little more tightly, but did not speak. The case was beyond his simple
skill. He was powerless to comfort or console the bruised spirit by his
side. In silence they finished their walk.
But comfort and consolation were not altogether denied to Lionel
Dering. Edith, and she alone, had power to charm away the cloud from
off his brow, the shadow from off his heart. For the time being, all
his troubles and anxieties were forgotten. For a little while, when
with her, he would seem like the Lionel Dering of other days: buoyant,
hopeful, full of energy, and glad with the promise of the happy future
before him. But when he had kissed her and said good-night, long before
he reached Park Newton, the cloud would be back again as deep as
before. The burden which, as he firmly believed, had been laid upon his
shoulders seemed to grow heavier from day to day. “Oh that I could cast
it from me!” he would often say to himself with a sort of anguish. “Why
did I not go to the other side of the world at first? There peace and
obscurity would have been mine. But it is too late now—too late!”
CHAPTER XI.
MRS. MCDERMOTT WANTS HER MONEY
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