It was almost dark when they came home, and I had been back in bed for
some time. Caro came in looking distractingly pretty, and sweeter than a
naughty child should. I knew by the lavish bounty of her caresses that
she had treated David very badly indeed, and was torn between a desire
to take her in my arms and get the whole story out of her, and a wish to
set her in the corner till she should return to her normal state of
mind. But I remembered what I had promised David months ago, and
repressed my itch to meddle. She had always confided in me before, and
unless she did now I must be dumb.
David, I did not see until morning. He had brought Caro home and had
returned at once to Chatterton, sending me word he had an engagement and
would not be at home until after I was asleep. It was after midnight
when I heard him come in. This morning he came to my room as usual, but
his eyes looked as if he had not slept. I pretended to see nothing,
because he wished it.—But what had happened to Caro? If she had been at
Cousin Jane’s I might have suspected some mischief-making; but she went
only to Grace’s. Whatever caused the change, it goes deep. She has been
in her own room all day, and I have not even heard her sing.
* * * * *
_May 12th._ Caro has left us and gone to Cousin Jane’s—gone there to
live. She went day before yesterday, and I have felt too stunned to
think.
She stayed in her room all day, except at lunch time, and came out late
in the afternoon, looking white and tired, but with that same danger
signal in her eyes. I was under the maple, and she sat on the stool
beside my cot.
“Mammy Lil,” she began, with a forced lightness, as though she spoke
only of trifles, “I’ve been packing my traps today. You’re so much
better now, you don’t really need me all the time, and I think I ought
to go to Cousin Jane. Cousin Chad’s my real guardian, you know; and
they’ve been awfully good about lending me to you when you were so
sick.”
I felt blinded at first by the blow. “Lending” me Caro—when she had
never stayed a whole month together away from me since she was seven
years old, except for the years at boarding school! My head swam, and
there was such a roaring in my ears I couldn’t hear all she said. She
wasn’t looking at me, but her voice went on with the foolish words, till
I pulled myself together.
“Has Cousin Jane been trying to make you think it’s your duty to go and
wait on her, Caro, after you’ve grown up in this, your real home? She
doesn’t need you, child; there’s no call for such a sacrifice.”
“She hasn’t said a word about needing me,” protested Caro. “I just think
I ought to go.”
“Are you sure—forgive me, dearie—but do you really think she wants you
there to live—for always?”
“I telephoned her this morning. I’m sure she’s delighted. She does love
me,—only it’s in her queer way.”
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