“Caro—” I said, and stopped. We had lived in her and for her so many
years. I could not suggest that she owed us anything. The tears came to
my eyes, but I held them back.
“Dear,” I went on, “I’ve never tried to force your confidence, and I
can’t now. Something is wrong, I know—some trifle, probably, that a
little honest frankness would set right. But I know when we are young we
come to a place where we must manage our own affairs, no matter how we
bungle them or how many hearts we break; it’s the way we all learn at
times. But darling, remember that my love waits to help you, if you ever
want its service. And, whatever you do, Caro, don’t do it in anger like
a child. It is the mark of a woman to walk in love, and to serve love
only, even where she must give the deepest hurt.”
She sat looking across the hills, only her profile toward me, but I saw
her lip quiver. She dropped her head on my shoulder and snuggled her
face under my chin.
“You’re the sweetest mammy! You know I love you—more than ever I did in
my life. And I’m coming to see you so often you’ll think I’m living
here. But I’m sure I ought to go. There’s the buggy now; Cousin Jane
said she’d send it over. My trunk is all ready; she’ll send for that,
too. I thought I’d rather you’d tell Daddy Jack and David good-bye for
me. Won’t you let me take you back to the house first?”
“No,” I said; “David will help me, and your Daddy Jack. It isn’t time
yet.”
She caught her breath a little, kissed me with a sorry effort at
playfulness, and went towards the buggy. I watched it driving out the
gate to the pike.
Neither David nor the Peon came, and after awhile Josie came out to say
that “Mr. John” had telephoned he would have to spend the night in the
city. She wheeled me to the porch, and I was back in bed before David
came in. I was thankful for once that the Peon was away.
David went to his solitary dinner, and then sat by me in the twilight,
stroking my hand.
“What struck Caro to go off again?” he asked, in a tone he tried hard to
make casual. “Josie says she told her she was off for a visit.”
“She went to Cousin Jane’s—went to stay, I mean. She’ll change her mind
in a few days, I suppose. She has been upset for a day or two.”
“To Cousin Jane’s—to stay?” he repeated in bewilderment. “And left you
here—like this?” he added in indignant unbelief.
“Dear, something drove her. She’s unhappy about something—there’s some
mistake: and the need to keep it to herself is on her. It makes me
feel—oh, Davy, boy, I’ve always thought I was a real mother to you
children; but I’m only the best substitute for a mother you’ve known. If
I were truly Caro’s mother—if I had done all I thought I was doing—the
child would have told me. You are both suffering for nothing—because I
failed.”
He bent his cheek to mine.
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