“You’ve never failed in anything, sweetest mother in the world. And Caro
loves you just as I do—I’d swear it. Sometimes you can’t help hurting
the people you love best. I—I’m hurting you myself; and I can’t help
it. I’d give my right hand to help it; but I can’t—yet.”
“There’s no need, Davy, dear,” I said steadily, glad that the dark had
fallen to curtain my eyes. “Don’t try to be anything with me, or to say
anything, but what is natural and right to you. The one thing I couldn’t
get over, dear, would be your playing a part with me. I understand; and
I can wait—a life-time, if you wish.”
He kissed my hand, and sat there till the moon rose over the eastern
hills and strewed the lawn with shadows. A mocking-bird stirred in his
sleep and sang softly to himself. I could not speak. I lay straining my
eyes through the dark to see his face, but it was all in the shadow. He
rose to go at last, and, before I knew it, unbidden words had risen from
some subconscious depth and uttered themselves through my lips.
“David,” I said, with a sudden, foolish up-lift of my heart, “I’m going
to be walking all about by Thanksgiving; and before the year is out I
will help with my own hands to decorate this house for your and Caro’s
wedding. I don’t know how I know it; but I do!”
“Amen,” said David solemnly. “Mammy Lil, you’re a corker when it comes
to prophesying. Keep up the habit; it’s sure comforting; and you always
could see further through a stone wall than anybody else.”
He had—or feigned—more faith in my prophecy than I had myself. I felt
like a fool who has published his folly to the world. And as I lay
there, tearless and sleepless the long night through, I had no hope for
David, and only a dull anguish at thought of the girl I had called my
daughter so long.
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