It was down this Valley, over the road at my feet, that the men of the
Southern army tramped after the battle was lost. My own kinsmen were
there, following their great leader with the rest, as he passed through
the Valley of Defeat. How much seemed lost to them, who can say? But to
us of a later generation how plain it is that nothing was lost at
Gettysburg which it were well to keep. The really priceless thing they
brought away unharmed—the courage which could accept defeat, and turn,
without a murmur, in the wreck of the old order, to the upbuilding of a
new world. That was a struggle which the world even now knows little of,
though it was as wide as the South and as long as a generation’s
life-time. It was fought singly, and in silence, in each individual
life. Each soul bled inwardly, and only God saw the wounds. But I have
sprung from men who fought that fight. Let me look at the Valley, and
learn.
* * * * *
_July 18th._ The wind is at play in the mountains today, and sweeps up
the Valley with a sound as of rushing waters, bending the trees before
it. The long shadows under the swaying branches know not a moment’s
rest; and the racing clouds shift the shafts of sunlight so rapidly from
place to place that the very earth seems moving, like the lightest leaf.
Few birds are abroad, save the robins, which battle against the unseen
powers of the air, only to be blown like autumn leaves. A thrasher,
dashed suddenly in front of me, began at once a philosophic hunt for
worms—one place was as good as another, no doubt; but a young robin,
the black of his crown still separated from the dark ear-coverts by
bands of gray, crouches frightened where he falls. His half-drooped
wings show a power which explains his venturing abroad; he is full
grown, though not yet in full robin dress. He is learning the old lesson
of the young: that there are things in life which not even grown-ups can
do; and that his liberty is merely a liberty to adjust himself to forces
which he cannot hope to control. No wonder he looks a bit dazed!
The Mistress of the Garden comes out presently to look after her
flowers. Her face is good to see, and her voice to listen to. Her eyes
have the look of one who dwells in that place of peace where happiness
and sorrow are fused into one, and are known as equal essentials of the
highest joy. She is a lover of Nature, too. One inevitably comes to be,
I think, as one travels the long road to serenity of soul. One may
observe Nature in youth, no doubt, and love it, too, somewhat; but the
real sense of kinship with it is a matter of living, and of growth.
* * * * *
_July 25th._ Blessed be trees and sunshine, the open sky, and the free
winds which fill it! And blessed be the freshness and promise of the new
day, coming alike to the light-hearted and to those pain-weary and
discouraged.
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