In the Guardianship of GodSteel, Flora Annie Webster
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In the Guardianship of God
Steel, Flora Annie Webster
India -- Fiction; Short stories, English
Half mechanically she took the rag doll, and sitting down on a
rocking-chair laid the caricature on her lap among the dainty frills
and laces of her pretty gown. And this was Christmas Day--the
children's day--she thought vaguely, dreamily, as she rocked herself
backwards and forwards slowly. But the house was empty save for
this--this idea, like nothing really in heaven or earth; yet for all
that giving the Christmas message, the message of peace and goodwill
which the birth of a child into the world should give to the man and
the woman:--
"Unto us a child is born."
She smiled faintly--the thing on her lap seemed so far from such a
memory--and then, with that sudden half-remorseful pity, she once more
gathered the rag doll closer in her arms, as if to shield it from her
own laughter.
And as she sate so, her face soft and kind, her husband coming into
the room behind her, paused at what he saw. And something that was not
laughter surged up in him; for he understood in a flash, understood
once and for all, how empty his house had been to her, how empty her
arms, how empty her life.
He crossed to her quickly, but she was on her feet almost defiantly at
the first sight of him. "Ridiculous monster!" she exclaimed, gaily
tossing the doll back on the table. "But it has an uncanny look about
it which fascinates one. Gracious! Where are my gloves? I must have
left them in my room, and I promised to be ready at eleven!"
When she had gone to look for them, George Langford took up the rag
doll in his turn--took it up gingerly, as men take their babies--and
stared at it almost fiercely. And he stood there, stern, square,
silent, staring at it until his wife came back. Then he walked up to
her deliberately and laid his hands on hers.
"I'm going to pack this thing up at once, my dear," he said, "and take
it over this morning to little Mrs. Greville. She starts this
afternoon, you know, to catch the Messageries steamer. She'll take it
home for us; and so the boys could have it by the Christmas mail,
which I forgot."
The words were commonplace, but there was a world of meaning in the
tone.
"I--I thought you were busy," she said indistinctly, after a pause in
which the one thing in the world seemed to her that tightening hold
upon her hand. "If you are--I--I could go...."
There was another pause--a longer one.
"I thought you were going out," he said at last, and his voice, though
distinct, was not quite steady; "but if you aren't, we might go
together. My work can easily stand over, and--and Campbell can drive
you out some other day when I can't."
She gave an odd little sound between a laugh and a sob.
"That would be best, perhaps," she said. "I'd like the boys to have
this"--she laid her other hand tenderly on the rag doll--"by the
Christmas mail I had forgotten."
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