In the Guardianship of GodSteel, Flora Annie Webster
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In the Guardianship of God
Steel, Flora Annie Webster
India -- Fiction; Short stories, English
"'Who hath a claim'--her small, kind face so wise!
"O Âtma mâta! strike thy servant blind,
He and his sons for ever!"
* * * * *
"See! how her soft feet kiss the marble floor! Âtma, the girl-queen,
dancing to herself, close to the pool; the jasmine in her hair falling
to fit the rhythm of her feet, and scent their warm life with the
scent of death, or sail away upon the water's breast like mirrored
stars. Oh, bind from them a crown; a crown for Âtma mâta, who is
kind--for Âtma, who hath struck her servant blind."
* * * * *
"Hark! how her voice comes whispering in my ear: 'I see naught but my
own face in the deep. No other face but this--my face alone. And there
are always stars about my head, or else the sun. Read me the riddle
quick.' (There was a tremor in her perfumed hair which matched the
tremor of her perfumed breath.) 'Âtma is queen,' I said; 'the stars,
the sun, weave crowns as I do. Wear them. Oh! my queen.'
"O Âtma mâta! rightly am I blind,
Blind was I then in heart and soul and mind.
"Hark! how her voice comes echoing through the Hall. (The cold blue
stones about her slender waist clipped all her purple robe to long
straight folds.) 'Go tell your masters, Âtma needs no King. She is the
Queen, her son shall be the King, and not the son to Kings of other
lands. So if they seek for beauty, seek not mine--it is not mine to
give--it is my son's! My son the gods will send me ere I die.'
"O Âtma mâta! strike thy servant blind,
He and his sons for ever, lest they find
Thy face within the crown their fingers bind.
"See! how her slim hand grasps the marble throne. See! how her firm
feet grip the marble step! Hark how her voice rings clear with angry
scorn. (There was a loose gold circlet on her wrist, slid to soft
resting as she raised her arm.) 'Oh! shame to brawl like dogs about a
bone! Cowards to kill because a woman's fair. Can they not take the
promise of a Queen? Go! bid your masters bind fair sons in peace. Âtma
will choose a father for her King--she needs no lover.'
"O Âtma mâta! strike thy servant dead.
"'Hush!'--just a whisper on the water's edge, a faint glow from the
sacred censer's fire. 'What dost thou see, my friend, down in the
deep? There in the circle of the sacred flowers?' (The incense cloud
rose white upon the dark, and hid us from each other, hid all things
save water and our hands--her hands in mine clasped in the cold clear
pool.) 'Naught, oh my Queen! Naught but thy face--thy face--beside
mine own.' (Cold was the water, cold her little hand, cold was her
voice.) 'Nay! more than that,' she said, 'thou dost forget the stars
about my head.'
"O Âtma mâta! strike thy servant blind,
For being blind in heart and soul and mind.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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