In the Guardianship of GodSteel, Flora Annie Webster
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In the Guardianship of God
Steel, Flora Annie Webster
India -- Fiction; Short stories, English
_He and his sons for ever!_ a strange coincidence truly.
"Then no one has ever seen her face 'within the wreath their fingers
twine'?" I asked, quoting the words involuntarily and forgetting that
he could not understand them. He answered the first part of the
sentence.
"How could that be, _Huzoor_, seeing we are always blind?"
True. But if one was not blind? My thought was interrupted by Robbins'
voice from behind.
"Hope you haven't found it long, old chap; but the _baboo_ really
knows a lot about Asoka. Fine old beggar he must have been. And then
he has got a chant about some female called Âtma who had a lot of
lovers, don't you know." Robbins pulled himself up hastily, and, to
cover his confusion, protested that it was just the sort of
unintelligible gibberish which interested me, and thereupon bade the
_baboo_ give me a specimen.
Before I could stop him, the brute had got well into the first line;
but even in my wrath I was relieved to find that it was indeed
absolutely unintelligible. New India evidently did not understand the
old. I came to this conclusion before I got my fingers, as gently as I
could, inside his rainbow-hued comforter and choked him off.
"I cannot help it, Robbins," I said as I tendered the _baboo_ five
rupees as hush-money. "If you knew all you would excuse me."
Robbins gave me one of his most sympathetic looks and said he quite
understood.
Did he? Did I? I asked myself that question over and over again, until
in the dead of the night I could ask it no longer. The desire for an
answer grew too strong.
It was still night when I stood once more beside the water's edge. The
moon had paled the red ranks of the sentinel pillars, the dust and
heat and burden of the day was gone. All things were clear and flooded
with cool, quiet, passionless light. And on the water lay the crown of
starry flowers. It had drifted close to the edge, at the extreme end
of the pool, beside a square projection in the marble floor, whence
you could look clear into the depths. No doubt the place of
divination. I went over to it moved by an irresistible impulse, and,
kneeling down, thrust my hand into the cool water.
Was it fancy, or did I feel a cold, soft hand in mine? Was it a
passing dizziness, or did a white, scented vapour close round me like
a cloud, hiding all things save the water framed in that crown of
jasmine?
_Âtma! Mai Âtma!!_
* * * * *
There was no need so far as I am concerned for the appeal--
"Forget not she was fair."
I have never forgotten it, though it is years since I saw, or fancied
I saw, her face in the water.
But I have forgotten other things. Indeed, I forgot them so speedily
that I saw poor old Robbins was quite puzzled and hurt in his
feelings. So, before my wedding tour came to an end, I thought it
kinder to give him something definite as an excuse for my
cheerfulness. I told him, therefore, that I had fallen in love with
some one else.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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