Children's stories; Christian fiction; Russia -- Juvenile fiction; Stundists -- Juvenile fiction
But Marfa was suffering in silence more than any of them suspected. She
had spent the winter indoors with her mother, who would not let her out
of her sight, and this confinement had sapped her strength before she
set out on this sorrowful journey. The scenes she had passed through,
of which she had formed even less idea than Michael and Sergius, had
given her a more severe mental shock than they had felt. Everything had
revolted her. But above all, the infamous and abandoned men and women
with whom she had been brought into close contact were insufferably
loathsome to her. She felt herself in a hellish atmosphere, amid a
band of monsters, from whom she could not escape. Her mind as well as
her body was ailing. Though she was not separated from her family, an
indescribable home-sickness took possession of her. She longed with a
hopeless longing to see once more her old home at Knishi.
Marfa kept her grief, which was gnawing at her heart, to herself. But
the home-sickness grew greater as every day took her farther away from
her birthplace. They had not yet passed the boundary which separates
Russia from Siberia. The exiles were still in their native land. But
presently they reached the frontier. A midday halt was called around a
square stone pillar, about twice the height of a man, on one side of
which lay Russia, and on the other Siberia. It was half-way between the
last Russian étape and the first Siberian one; and the cavalcade, with
its convoy-guard, its chained prisoners, its carts laden with children
and invalids, and its families of free exiles, rested for a short time
at this place of farewell.
The midday halt was usually a time of relief and comparative enjoyment.
But to-day there was a universal outburst of grief. Even the most
brutal and most stupid of the criminals wept at the thought of quitting
Russia—their fatherland. Scarcely one among them had ever trodden a
foreign soil. Most of the women knelt down, with sobs and prayers. The
Stundists stood bareheaded, looking away from the boundary posts to the
western land, and taking a last submissive gaze at the dear country
they were leaving for conscience' sake. Michael and Sergius, linked arm
in arm, leaned sorrowfully against the pillar. Suddenly a wild shriek
rang through the sobs and groans of the crowd, and looking round they
saw Marfa falling forward against the foot of the pillar, close to the
spot where they were standing.
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