In the Name of Liberty: A Story of the TerrorJohnson, Owen
History
In the Name of Liberty: A Story of the Terror
Johnson, Owen
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Fiction
Her judgment tumbled before the suggestion, and on the moment she was
surrounded by the old doubts. She hurried out, morbidly sensitive to
the glances of the concierge, of the loiterers before the cabaret, of
the bouquetières her comrades; seeing everywhere mocking glances or
looks of sympathy. Despite Barabant's wish and her better judgment, she
scoured his haunts with the one desire to know what he was doing.
After a day of agony spent in fruitless travel, she returned to their
room, without a glimpse of Barabant. Having prepared the meal, she
sat down before the fire to wait impatiently the hour of seven, when
he would return. Beside her chair she placed a redingote of his and
sewing-material. In the disorder of her mind all her naturalness had
departed, and seeking everything with artifices, she wished him to
come upon her as she watched their supper and busied herself with his
wardrobe.
"That will soften his resentment, perhaps," she thought. "And that
everything may be cheerful, I must be singing."
So, when later the stairs gave out the sounds of footsteps, she
hurriedly possessed the mending, humming as she sewed; but the steps
ceased two flights below. The redingote slipped from her hands, the
song stopped, and, overcome with disappointment, she cried:
"Oh, mon Dieu, it is not he!"
When seven arrived and she began to be anxious, she consoled herself
with the thought that the effect would be better if he found her
waiting without complaint. A burning smell warned her that the dinner
was spoiling. She removed the pots from the fire, placing them for
warmth in the ashes, and, abandoning all thought of the picture she had
imagined, went to the window, where she remained, pressing her hands
against her temples, staring into the misty night.
At nine o'clock she returned into the middle of the room, and looking
about at the scene of her happiness, she said with conviction:
"It is ended!"
Traveling ceaselessly back and forth like a panther, she cried: "Yes,
yes, it is ended!" Still, as long as she repeated it, she continued to
hope, and at each fancied creak she ran to the landing, leaning over
to catch his first footfall. But when she returned, she still said:
"No, no; I knew it. It is ended--ended!"
At ten she ceased to repeat it,--she was convinced. She collapsed on
the bed, brain and body incapable of effort, while the cruel minutes,
in their inexorable procession, inflicted each a separate torture.
When midnight announced itself, the last thread of hope snapped within
her. She bounded up, lit a candle, descended the flight, and entered
the room, calling, "Goursac!"
She had forgotten the arrest. The fact appeared to her as an evil omen,
presaging calamity.
In fear of the sepulchral stillness, she fled back, rushing in a panic
to her room, where she gazed about helplessly, asking herself what she
was to do. All at once, at the window, staring at her old room, she
cried:
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