In the Name of Liberty: A Story of the TerrorJohnson, Owen
History
In the Name of Liberty: A Story of the Terror
Johnson, Owen
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Fiction
His face expressed so much bewilderment that Nicole passed her hand
gently over his eyes.
"No, that thou wilt never understand. If I could only tell thee how
I love thee!" She wanted him to know the deep maternal longings that
he had stirred within her, but all she found to say was, "I feared
to love thee too much, and so I fought against myself." Then, with
the first awakening of coquetry, she nestled on his shoulder and said
confidently, "Forgive me."
"But why? Why?"
"It absorbed all that was in me, and I was afraid."
"Of what?"
She did not want to tell him of her doubts, so she said:
"Women have foolish ideas, Barabant; you must not try to understand
them."
She joined her arms around his neck and laid her head upon his
shoulder. Suddenly the silence was rent by the inexorable cry. In
the heart of Nicole something penetrated like a knife. She began to
tremble.
"Why do you shake so?" he asked.
"It is from joy."
"You love me so, then?"
When the silence returned, she said:
"Barabant, promise me but one thing."
"I promise it."
"When the day comes that you are leaving me for another woman, tell me
first." She added low, as though she did not want him to hear: "I can
kill myself without seeing her in his arms!"
Barabant, recoiling before such a picture of the future, cried from the
bottom of a heart of pity:
"Never! Never!"
"No--I could not leave thee, even so," she said, weeping herself at the
thought she had conjured. "Let me always be thy servant. I am only an
ignorant girl, not fit to be thy companion. Let me take care of thee,
though, whatever happens!"
"No, never that! Never! Nicole, it is for life, forever!" he cried with
the sincerity of the moment, which is the sincerity of the lover. He
was young, generous, quick to pity, and he adored her. "You do believe
me?"
"Almost."
He redoubled his protestations, while Nicole, laughing through her
tears, cried gaily:
"Go on, Barabant. It is good to hear. Don't stop--more, more!" At last
she herself arrested his protestations: "Yes, Barabant, I believe thee.
Oh, anything you can say to me I'll believe at this moment!"
"That I want thee while I live?"
"Yes."
"Forever?"
"For--ever." She drew herself up to his lips. "I have been so miserable
waiting for thee."
Their lips met and they stood in the darkness as one body, while above,
unheeded, from the darkness broke out the cry of life and death.
"Thou wilt not leave me, Nicole, again, neither now nor ever?"
"Do I not love thee?" she said simply.
They passed from the shadow and moved, tightly enlaced, through the dim
region of the dwindling torch, slowly up the steep, hard steps into the
enveloping darkness beyond. Again was lifted up the cry of anguish and
rebellion, the cry of Prometheus, heritage of woman, and again came
silence.
PART II
(One Year Later)
I
FAMINE
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