In the Shadow of the HillsShedd, George C. (George Clifford)
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In the Shadow of the Hills
Shedd, George C. (George Clifford)
Fiction
Steele briefly spoke of his new work there, of the magnitude of the
project and the desire he had had that his father might be with him.
"I'm proud of you," his father said. "God knows I have not been the
parent I would or should have been."
"It's enough for me if your heart's easy now."
"I feel as if I were gaining peace at last and--and I must speak. In
San Mateo--ah, Steele, you will hear of me there,--you may have to
fight the damning influence of my name and past, but I know now you'll
come through it. And all I pray for is that you can retain a little
love for me despite everything."
"Whatever it is I shall hear of my father, I should rather hear it
from his lips than from strangers'."
The hand in his closed spasmodically. For a long time nothing was
said, and the only sound in the room was the ticking of the tin clock
on the shelf busily measuring off the seconds of the old man's failing
span. To Steele it was as if his father was slowly summoning the few
remaining shreds of his fortitude to reveal the cancer of his past.
"I'm a branded murderer," he said at last, gasping.
"But you never killed a man out of mere wanton desire to slay," Steele
responded firmly. "I too have killed men in fights in Mexico. That
fact doesn't weight my mind."
"In the line of your duty, in the line of your duty. But I was drunk.
He was a friend. When I became sober, I saw him with a bullet hole in
his head."
"Do you remember nothing of shooting him?"
"Nothing, nothing."
"How do you know you killed him?" his son demanded with inexorable
logic. "What is the proof?"
A low groan escaped his father.
"Men said I had killed him. But my own mind was blank."
"Who were the men? Were they present at the time?"
"They were four--Sorenson, Vorse, Gordon, Burkhardt."
"Were you arrested and tried?"
"No. They helped me to escape. Because of your mother, they said, and
because they said they were my friends. But I never felt they were
really friends. For they were always against new-comers and wanted to
keep things in their own hands. You were only three or four years old
at that time, Steele, so you wouldn't remember anything about matters
there."
"What were you doing at San Mateo, father?"
Now that the hideous past at last stood uncovered the son was able to
turn upon it his incisive mind; he would drag out and scrutinize every
bone of the skeleton which had terrorized his father and shadowed his
own life Facts faced are never so dreadful as fears unmaterialized.
And more, he sought with all the love of a son for circumstances that
would mitigate, excuse, or even justify his father's act.
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