In the swim : $b A story of currents and under-currents in gayest New YorkSavage, Richard
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In the swim : $b A story of currents and under-currents in gayest New York
Savage, Richard
New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction
“Look at me! look at me!” the splendid woman proudly cried. “Dare any
man say that my life has been a lie? Hear my story.
“Starvation, cold charity or the ignominy of helpless dependence was
all you left me. I put our babe away. I went out a toiler into the
world. As a school teacher I drifted away to the far West, and only
changed my name. I left our home to avoid the honest love of good men
who would have married me for pity’s sake. For men were good to the
shamed widowed Margaret Cranstoun.
“My clean hands were still linked by law to the unpunished fugitive
felon. _I am free now_, and I know that you never would dare to speak.
I know your coward soul. A judicial decree that you are dead can be
easily had; your eighteen years of absence makes that my legal right.
Widow of the heart, I will be a widow by law. But your coward silence
will continue.
“Where did I gain wealth? I see the question in your eyes. I became a
school teacher at Leadville. A few acres of ground and a cottage were
the first fruits of my savings.
“The kindly mountain gnomes worked for me, with fairy friendship.
“There was a million in carbonates under those rocky slopes where I
tempted the hardy flower to grow.
“Young yet—_beautiful then_—I became the ardent chase of men in
marriage. My gold gilded my lonely life. Many wished to share it.
“I was made sadly wise, and I reaped my harvest of sorrows. Five years
in Europe made me a woman of the world—an accomplished world wanderer.
I have learned in these lonely years the delicious power of wealth.
“I followed your secret example. I legally changed my name to Elaine
Willoughby. And my honest title is clearer than yours.
“I have an able lawyer to defend my rights, in whom you would find an
implacable foe.”
She paused and spoke the final doom of his hopes.
“Had you come to me, red-handed, but loving, I might have forgiven you,
followed you—loved you even in your crime—and suffered all to shield
the one beloved head. _I did love you once with my whole soul._”
There was the sound of choking sobs, and in an instant, Garston was on
his knees before her. The silence was broken by her faltering accents.
“But now, freed by Nature’s reincarnation, loyal even yet to a dead
past, I exult in the unchallenged ownership of my mind, body and soul.
You would take to your bosom the woman you still find fair, rich,
powerful and respected. _Never! Nature revolts!_
“For the starving outcast of the streets who sells herself for bread
to the first chance comer were white as snow compared to the woman who
would again sink to your level.
“Arnold Cranstoun, any man in the world but you may look on me with
longing eyes.
“_Between us there is the gulf of your eternal shame!_ Now, _leave
me_. I fear you not! Let all else go on as fate ordains.
“Your silence will be assured, for fear will seal your lips. Let there
be neither approach nor avoidance—simply the oblivion of the absolute
divorce of all laws, God’s, Nature’s, and man’s.
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