During this last year, in truth, my mother and I had seen more of each
other than for all the time before since my infancy, and in the main had
got on admirably together. Despite the affectation of indifference in her
letter, she did not lack for pride in my being a major; it is true that
she exhibited little of this emotion to me, fearing its effect upon my
vanity, doubtless, but her neighbors and gossips heard a good deal from
it, I fancy. It was in her nature to be proud, and she had right to be;
for what other widow in the Valley, left in sore poverty with a household
of children, had, like her, by individual exertions, thrift, and keen
management, brought all that family well up, purchased and paid for her
own homestead and farm, and laid by enough for a comfortable old age? Not
one! She therefore was justified in respecting herself and exacting
respect from others, and it pleased me that she should have satisfaction
as well in my advancement. But she did ruffle me sometimes by seeking to
manage my business for me--she never for a moment doubting that it was
within her ability to make a much better major than I was--and by ever and
anon selecting some Valley maiden for me to marry. This last became a
veritable infliction, so that I finally assured her I should never
marry--my heart being irrevocably fixed upon a hopelessly
unattainable ideal.
I desired her to suppose that this referred to some Albany woman, but I
was never skilful in indirection, and I do not believe that she was at
all deceived.
The time came soon enough when I must say good-by. My carefully packed
bags were carried out and fastened to the saddle. Tall, slender,
high-browed Margaret sadly sewed a new cockade of her own making upon my
hat, and round-faced, red-cheeked Gertrude tied my sash and belt about me
in silence. I kissed them both with more feeling than in all their lives
before I had known for them, and when my mother followed me to the
horse-block, and embraced me again, the tears could not be kept back.
After all, I was her only boy, and it was to war in its deadliest form
that I was going.
And then the thought came to me--how often in that cruel week it had come
to fathers, husbands, brothers, in this sunny Valley of ours, leaving
homes they should never see again!--that nothing but our right arms could
save these women, my own flesh and blood, from the hatchet and
scalping-knife.
I swung myself into the saddle sternly at this thought, and gripped the
reins hard and pushed my weight upon the stirrups. By all the gods, I
should not take this ride for nothing!
"Be of good heart, mother," I said, between my teeth. "We shall drive the
scoundrels back--such as we do not feed to the wolves."
"Ay! And do you your part!" said this fine old daughter of the men who
through eighty years of warfare broke the back of Spain. "Remember that
you are a Van Hoorn!"
"I shall not forget."
"And is that young Philip Cross--_her_ husband--with Johnson's crew?"
"Yes, he is."
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