English fiction -- 19th century; Victoria, Queen of Great Britain, 1819-1901 -- Fiction
‘Yes. I am married.’
She made the avowal in a tone very like that in which, to Beatrice
French, she had affirmed the contrary.
‘And your true name is Mrs. Tarrant?’
‘That is my name.’
The crudely masculine in Barmby prompted one more question, but some
other motive checked him. He let his eyes wander slowly about the room.
Even yet there was a chance of playing off certain effects which he had
rehearsed with gusto.
‘Can you imagine,’--his voice shook a little,--‘how much I suffer in
hearing you say this?’
‘If you mean that you still had the hopes expressed in your letter
some time ago, I can only say, in my defence, that I gave you an honest
answer.’
‘Yes. You said you could never marry me. But of course I couldn’t
understand it in this sense. It is a blow. I find it very hard to bear.’
He rose and went to the window, as if ashamed of the emotion he could
not command. Nancy, too much occupied with her own troubles to ask or
care whether his distress was genuine, laid Tarrant’s letter upon a
side-table, and began to draw off her gloves. Then she unbuttoned her
jacket. These out-of-door garments oppressed her. Samuel turned his head
and came slowly back.
‘There are things that might be said, but I will not say them. Most men
in my position would yield to the temptation of revenge. But for many
years I have kept in view a moral ideal, and now I have the satisfaction
of conquering my lower self. You shall not hear one word of reproach
from my lips.’
He waited for the reply, the expected murmur of gratitude. Nancy said
nothing.
‘Mrs. Tarrant,’--he stood before her,--‘what do you suppose must be the
result of this?’
‘There can only be one.’
‘You mean the ruin of your prospects. But do you forget that all the
money you have received since Mr. Lord’s death has been obtained by
false pretences? Are you not aware that this is a criminal offence?’
Nancy raised her eyes and looked steadily at him.
‘Then I must bear the punishment.’
For a minute Barmby enjoyed her suffering. Of his foreseen effects, this
one had come nearest to succeeding. But he was not satisfied; he hoped
she would beseech his clemency.
‘The punishment might be very serious. I really can’t say what view my
father may take of this deception.’
‘Is there any use in talking about it? I am penniless--that’s all you
have to tell me. What else I have to bear, I shall know soon enough.’
‘One thing I must ask. Isn’t your husband in a position to support you?’
‘I can’t answer that. Please to say nothing about my husband.’
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