English fiction -- 19th century; Victoria, Queen of Great Britain, 1819-1901 -- Fiction
Mrs. Damerel went pale, and stood motionless.
‘Horace, you can’t be so wicked as that!’
‘It’s better,’ he pursued recklessly, ‘to break it off now, than to
marry her and make her miserable. I don’t love her, and I have never
really thought I did. I was going to marry her only for her money.
Why she wants to marry me, I don’t know. There’s something wrong; she
doesn’t really care for me.’
‘She does! I assure you she does!’
‘Then I can’t help it.’
Mrs. Damerel went close to him, and touched his arm.
‘My dear,’--her voice was so low that it seemed terror-stricken,--‘you
don’t mean to marry--any one else?’
He drew apart, she followed him.
‘Oh, that would be terrible! What can I say to open your eyes and show
you what you are doing? Horace, have you no sense of honour? Can you
find it in your heart to cast off a girl who loves you, and thinks that
in so short a time she will be your wife?’
‘This again is your fault,’ he replied, with a violence which proved the
conflict of emotions in him. ‘But for you, I should never have proposed
to Winifred--never dreamt of such a thing. What do I want with her
money? I have enough of my own, and I shall make more in business. Why
have you driven me into this? Did you expect to get some profit out of
it?’
The blow struck home, and Mrs. Damerel flinched.
‘I had your happiness in view, my dear.’
‘My happiness! that’s your view of things; that’s why I couldn’t really
like you, from the first. You think of nothing but money. Why you
objected to Fanny French at first was because you wished me to marry
some one richer. I don’t thank you for that kind of happiness; I had
rather marry a woman I can love.’
‘And you can love such a creature as that?’
Again she lost her self-command; the mere thought of Fanny’s possible
triumph exasperated her.
‘I won’t hear her abused,’ cried Horace, with answering passion. ‘You
are the last person who ought to do it. Comparing her and you, I can’t
help saying--’
An exclamation of pain checked his random words; he looked at Mrs.
Damerel, and saw her features wrung with anguish.
‘You mustn’t speak to me like that!’ Once more she approached him. ‘If
you only knew--I can’t bear it--I’ve always been a worldly woman, but
you are breaking my heart, Horace! My dear, my dear, if only out of pity
for me--’
‘Why should I pity you?’ he cried impatiently.
‘Because--Horace--give me your hand, dear; let me tell you something.--I
am your mother.’
She sobbed and choked, clinging to his arm, resting her forehead against
it. The young man, stricken with amazement, stared at her, speechless.
‘I am your own mother, dear,’ she went on, in a quivering voice. ‘Your
mother and Nancy’s. And neither of you can love me.’
‘How can that be?’ Horace asked, with genuine perplexity. ‘How could you
have married some one else?’
She passed an arm about his neck, and hid her face against him.
‘I left your father--and he made me free to marry again.’
‘You were divorced?’
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