English fiction -- 19th century; Victoria, Queen of Great Britain, 1819-1901 -- Fiction
‘You know now, Mary, why I look at the girl so anxiously. She’s not like
her mother; not much like her in face, and I can’t think she’s like her
in heart. But you know what her faults are as well as I do. Whether I’ve
been right or wrong in giving her a good education, I shall never know.
Wrong, I fear--but I’ve told you all about that.’
‘You don’t know whether she’s alive or not?’ asked Mary, when once more
it was left to her to break silence.
‘What do I care? How should I know?’
‘Don’t be tempted to tell them--either of them!’ said the other
earnestly.
‘My friend Barmby knows. Whether he’s told his son, I can’t say; it’s
twenty years since we spoke about it. If he _did_ ever mention it to
Samuel, then it might somehow get known to Horace or the girl, when I’m
gone.--I won’t give up the hope that young Barmby may be her husband.
She’ll have time to think about it. But if ever she should come to you
and ask questions--I mean, if she’s been told what happened--you’ll set
me right in her eyes? You’ll tell her what I’ve told you?’
‘I hope it may never--’
‘So do I,’ Stephen interrupted, his voice husky with fatigue. ‘But
I count on you to make my girl think rightly of me, if ever there’s
occasion. I count on you. When I’m dead, I won’t have her think that I
was to blame for her mother’s ill-doing. That’s why I’ve told you. You
believe me, don’t you?’
And Mary, lifting her eyes, met his look of appeal with more than a
friend’s confidence.
CHAPTER 2
From chambers in Staple Inn, Lionel Tarrant looked forth upon the
laborious world with a dainty enjoyment of his own limitless leisure.
The old gables fronting upon Holborn pleased his fancy; he liked to pass
under the time-worn archway, and so, at a step, estrange himself from
commercial tumult,--to be in the midst of modern life, yet breathe an
atmosphere of ancient repose.
He belonged to an informal club of young men who called themselves,
facetiously, the Hodiernals. _Vixi hodie_! The motto, suggested by some
one or other after a fifth tumbler of whisky punch, might bear more than
a single interpretation. Harvey Munden, the one member of this genial
brotherhood who lived by the sweat of his brow, proposed as a more
suitable title, Les Faineants; that, however, was judged pedantic,
not to say offensive. For these sons of the Day would not confess to
indolence; each deemed himself, after his own fashion, a pioneer in art,
letters, civilisation. They had money of their own, or were supported by
some one who could afford that privilege; most of them had, ostensibly,
some profession in view; for the present, they contented themselves with
living, and the weaker brethren read in their hodiernity an obligation
to be ‘up to date.’
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