In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her LoverOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her Lover
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Heathcote thought he understood very well what _she_ meant. He
understood her look. Everything round was dear to her. Her first thought
had been--Mount! to be ours still, ours always! But what did _ours_
mean? Did she think of herself as heiress and mistress, or of--someone
else? This pricked him at the heart, as she had been pricked by a
different sentiment, by the thought that she had no longer the first
interest in this piece of news; but there was no reason whatever for
keen feeling in his case. What did it matter to him who had it? He did
not want it. He cleared his throat to get rid of that involuntary
impatience and annoyance. ‘It is not very difficult to understand,’ he
said. ‘Mount is not to me what it is to you; I have only been here once
before. My interests are elsewhere.’
Anne bowed gravely. They did not know each other well enough to permit
of more confidential disclosures. She did not feel sufficient interest
to ask, he thought; and she had no right to pry into his private
concerns, Anne said to herself. Then there was a pause: which she broke
quite unexpectedly with one of those impulses which were so unlike
Anne’s external aspect, and yet so entirely in harmony with herself.
‘This makes my heart beat,’ she said, ‘the idea that Mount might be
altogether ours--our home in the future as well as in the past; but at
the same time, forgive me, it gives me a little pain to think that there
is a Mountford, and he the heir, who thinks so little of Mount. It seems
a slight to the place. I grudge that you should give it up, though it is
delightful to think that we may have it; which is absurd, of
course--like so many other things.’
‘Do you know,’ he said, ‘there is a great deal of the same sort of
feeling in my own mind. I can’t care for Mount, can I? I have not seen
it for fifteen years; I was a boy then; now I am middle-aged, and don’t
care much for anything. But yet I too grudge that I should care for it
so little; that I should be so willing to part with it. The feeling is
absurd, as you say. If you could have it, Miss Mountford, I should
surmount that feeling easily: I should rejoice in the substitution----’
‘And why should not I have it?’ cried Anne quickly, turning upon him.
Then she paused and laughed, though with constraint, and begged his
pardon. ‘I don’t quite know what you mean,’ she said, ‘or what you
know.’
‘Miss Mountford, having said so much to you, may I say a little more? I
am one of your nearest relatives, and I am a great deal older than you
are. There is some question which divides you from your father. I do not
ask nor pretend to divine what it is. You are not agreed--and for this
reason he thinks little of my proposal, and does not care to secure the
reversion of his own property, the house which, in other circumstances,
he would have desired to leave in your possession. I think, so far as I
have gone, this is the state of the case?’
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