In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her LoverOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her Lover
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The colour rushed to Anne’s face, and anger to her heart: but as the one
was invisible, so she restrained the other. She put restraint in every
way on herself.
‘That may be so, that may be so! you cannot tell unless you know
everything,’ she said. Then, after a pause, ‘But whether it was right or
wrong, it is done now, and I cannot alter it. It is not a matter upon
which another can decide for you. Obedience at my age cannot be
absolute. When you have to make the one choice of your life, can your
father do it, or anyone but yourself? Did you think so when you were
like me?’ she said, with an appeal full of earnestness which was almost
impassioned. This appeal took Heathcote entirely by surprise, and
changed all the current of his thoughts.
‘I was never like you,’ he said, hastily--‘like you! I never could
compare myself--I never could pretend--I thought I loved half-a-dozen
women. Did I ever make the one choice of my life? No, no! A wandering
man afloat upon the world can never be like--such as you: there is too
great a difference. We cannot compare things so unlike----’
‘But I thought’--she said, then stopped: for his story which she had
heard bore a very different meaning. And what right had she to advert to
it? ‘I don’t know if you speak in--in respect--or in contempt?’
‘In contempt--could that be? Here is the state of the case as concerns
yourself--leaving the general question. My offer to break the entail has
no attractions for your father, because he thinks he cannot secure Mount
to you. It is doing something against his own heart, against all he
wishes, to punish you. Don’t you know, Miss Mountford--but most likely
you never felt it--that
to be wroth with those we love
Doth work like madness in the brain?’
‘Love?--that would be great love, passionate love--we have not anything
of the kind in our house,’ said Anne, in a low tone of emotion. ‘If
there was that, do you think I would go against it, even for----’
Here she stopped with a thrill in her voice. ‘I think you must be
mistaken a little, Mr. Heathcote. But I do not see how I can change.
Papa asked of me--not the lesser things in which I could have obeyed
him, but the one great thing in which I could not. Were I to take your
advice, I do not know what I could do.’
Then they walked in silence round the side of the house, under the long
line of the drawing-room windows, from which indeed the interview had
been watched with much astonishment. Rose had never doubted that the
heir of the house was on her side. It seemed no better than a desertion
that he should walk and talk with Anne in this way. It filled her with
amazement. And in such a cold night too! ‘Hush, child!’ her mother was
saying; ‘he has been with papa to Hunston, he has heard all the business
arrangements talked over. No doubt he is having a little conversation
with Anne, for her good.’
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