In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her LoverOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her Lover
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The disappointment made her heart sink. She could scarcely speak to him.
It was like falling down to earth from the skies. But Mr. Loseby did not
notice this. He put his arm into hers as the rector did, with a fatherly
familiarity, and drew her to the large window full of the greyness of
the pale and misty November sky. ‘I have something to say to you, my
dear Miss Anne--something that is of consequence. My dear, do you know
anything about the business that brings me here?’
‘I know--that my father is making some alteration in his will, Mr.
Loseby. I don’t know any more--why should I?--I do not see why I should
believe that it has anything to do with me.’
‘Anne, my dear, I can’t betray your father’s secrets; but I am afraid it
has something to do with you. Now look here, my dear girl--why it is
not so long since you used to sit on my knee! Tell me what this is,
which has made you quarrel with papa----’
‘Mr. Loseby!--I--do not know that I have quarrelled with my father----’
‘Don’t be so stern, my dear child. Call him papa. After all he is your
papa, Anne. Who was so fond of you when you were a tiny creature? I
remember you a baby in his arms, poor man! when he lost his first wife,
before he married again. Your mother died so young, and broke his life
in two. That is terribly hard upon a man. Think of him in that light, my
dear. He was wrapped up in you when you were a baby. Come! let me go to
him, an old friend, your very oldest friend, and say you are ready to
make it up.’
‘To make it up?--but it is not a quarrel--not anything like a quarrel.’
‘Yes, yes, it is--I know better. Only say that you will do nothing
without his consent; that you will form no engagement; that you will
give up corresponding and all that. You ought to, my dear; it is your
duty. And when it will save you from what would inconvenience you all
your life! What, Anne, you are not going to be offended with what I say,
your oldest friend?’
‘Mr. Loseby, you do not understand,’ she said. She had attempted, in her
impatience, to withdraw her arm from his. ‘He said “Give up”--I do not
wish to conceal who it is--“give up Mr. Douglas, or I will take away
your portion and give it to your sister.” What could I say? Could I show
so little faith in the choice I had made--so little--so little--regard
for the gentleman I am going to marry, as to say, “I prefer my fortune?”
I will not do it; it would be falsehood and baseness. This is all the
alternative I have ever had. It is like saying, “Your money or your
life”----’
‘In that case one gives the money, Anne, to save the life.’
‘And so I have done,’ she said, proudly. ‘Dear Mr. Loseby, I don’t want
to vex you. I don’t want to quarrel with anyone. Can I say, when it is
not true--“I have changed my mind, I like the money best?” Don’t you see
that I could not do that? then what can I do?’
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