In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her LoverOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her Lover
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The victim herself was somewhat sad. She had spent the evening in a
proud and silent indignation, saying nothing, feeling the first jar of
fate, and the strange pang of the discovery that life was not what she
had thought, but far less moved by what her father had done than by the
failure round of her understanding and support. And when she had gone to
her room, she had cried as did not misbecome her sex and her age, but
then had read Cosmo’s letter over again, and had discovered a new
interpretation for it, and reading between the lines, had found it all
generosity and nobleness, and forthwith reconciled herself to life and
fate. But her father had no such ready way of escape. He was the master
of Anne’s future in one important respect, the arbiter of the family
existence, with the power of setting up one and putting down another;
but he had no reserve of imaginative strength, no fund of generous and
high-flown sentiment, no love-letter to restore his courage. He did what
he could to bring that courage back. During the hours which he spent
unapproachable in his library, he had been writing busily, producing
pages of manuscript, half of which he had destroyed as soon as it was
written. At the end, however, he so far satisfied himself as to concoct
something of which he made a careful copy. The original he put into one
envelope, the duplicate into another, and placed these two packets in
the drawer of his writing-table, just as his light failed him. As he
went upstairs his cold feet and muddled head caused him infinite alarm,
and he blamed himself in his heart for risking his health. What he had
done in his terror that night might have been left till to-morrow;
whereas he might have caught cold, and cold might lead to bronchitis.
Every word a nail in his coffin! What warrant had Loseby for such a
statement? Was there any proof to be given of it? Mr. Mountford’s head
was buzzing and confused with the unusual work and the still more
unusual anxiety. Perhaps he had caught an illness; he did not feel able
to think clearly or even to understand his own apprehensions. He felt
his pulse again before he went to bed. It was not feverish--yet: but who
could tell what it might be in the morning? And his feet were so cold
that he could not get any warmth in them, even though he held them close
to the dying fire.
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