In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her LoverOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her Lover
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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All was pleasant commotion and stir in Mount, where almost every room
had received some addition to its decoration. On this particular evening
there was a great show of candles in the old banqueting hall, which was
to be the ballroom, and great experiments in lighting were going on. The
ball at Mount was stirring the whole county. In all the houses about
there was more or less commotion, toilets preparing, an additional
thrill of liveliness and pleasure sent into the quiet country life. And
Mount itself was all astir. Standing outside, it was pretty to watch the
lights walking about the full house, gliding along the long corridors,
gleaming at windows along the whole breadth of the rambling old place.
With all these lights streaming out into the night, the house seemed to
warm the evening air, which was now white with inevitable mists over the
park. Rose ran about like a child, delighted with the stir, dragging
holly wreaths after her, and holding candles to all the workers; but
Anne had the real work in hand. It was to her the carpenters came for
their orders, and the servants who never knew from one half-hour to
another what next was to be done. Mrs. Mountford had taken the supper
under her charge, and sat serenely over her worsted work, in the
consciousness that whatever might go wrong, that, at least, would be
right. ‘As for your decorations, I wash my hands of them,’ she said. It
was Anne upon whom all these cares fell. And though she was by no means
sure that she would enjoy the ball, it was quite certain, as she had
said to Heathcote, that she enjoyed _this_. She enjoyed the sensation of
being herself again, and able to throw herself into this occupation
with a fine indifference to her own personal standing in the house. If
she had been dethroned in the will, only herself could dethrone her in
nature. She felt, as she wished to feel, that she was above all that;
that she was not even under the temptation of sullenness, and had no
sense of injury to turn the sweet into bitter. She went about holding
her head consciously a little higher than usual, as with a gay defiance
of all things that could pull her down. Who could pull her down, save
herself? And what was the use of personal happiness, of that inspiration
and exhilaration of love which was in her veins, if it did not make her
superior to all little external misfortunes? She felt magnanimous, and
to feel so seemed to compensate her for everything else. It would have
been strange, indeed, she said to herself, if the mere loss of a fortune
had sufficed to crush the spirit of a happy woman, a woman beloved, with
a great life before her. She smiled at fate in her faith and happiness.
Her head borne higher than usual, thrown back a little, her eyes
shining, a smile, in which some fine contempt for outside trouble just
touched the natural sweetness of her youth, to which, after all, it was
so natural to take pleasure in all that she was about--all these signs
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